I'm sorry (Tsukkiyama)

I should have told you

Soulmate AU where soul mates share physical pain.

Trigger warning/Angst writing

(Tsukki Pov)

"Stop thinking about. Stop thinking. Just stop" I whisper to myself as I set the volleyball onto the back of the basketball hoop in my backyard. "I could just stop this mess for him if I told him but I can't" I mumble. "Stop the bullying. Stop the pain. Stop everything" I say. I can feel my blood boiling in anger as the back door sides open but I don't stop setting.

"Hm you seem angry so I'm guessing you haven't told him yet have you?" Akiteru starts as he closes the door. I quickly glare at him after catching the volleyball. "I thought you were going to be at your girlfriends or something" I start rudely. He chuckles a bit then joins me out on the dirt of our backyard. I set to him as he quickly receives and sends it back to me. "She had has work early tomorrow but really stop avoiding my question" he says and frowns. "No, I haven't told him" I reply as I send the ball back. "Why not, it is obvious that he like you. He is basically always clinging to you" he says as he catches the ball and puts it on his side. "He doesn't like when anyone say that" I start as I glare at him. "And it is clear you like him to little bro" he laughs. I feel my face turn a really light red as I fix my glasses. "Yamaguchi is my soulmate, of course I like him."

We end up passing for over an hour. "Sorry, bad set" he says as I start to move to get it but I stop as I feel my arm burning in pain. I sink to the ground as I hold my wrist. Akiteru comes up and stands next to me. "Are you ok? Too much receiving?" He asked. I slowly watch as dark red lines appear on my skin. "G-go get my keys" I say as I pull out my phone. "Please pick up. Please pick up please pick up" I plead as the phone rings in my ear. "Hey sorry I didn't call, just leave your name and number and I will make sure to call you back" the phone laughs. The lines on my skin are spreading and getting a deeper red. "Yams please stop" I yell as I hold my wrist. Tears slowly fill my eyes as Akiteru comes out side with my keys. "What's going on" Akiteru asks as I get up not caring to answer him.

I quickly grab the keys out of his hands and run to open the gate. It is a 5 minute run to his house usually but with the pain it might be around 10 minutes. I quickly start calling him again but the phone keeps ringing. Tears fill my eyes as I try and run through the pain. "Yams please stop" I think as I continue running. The thought hit me as I pulled out my phone again. "911 here what is your emergency?" The lady on phone says as I put the phone on speaker. "I-it's my soulmate, h-he is hurting himself a-and I don't think I can get there in time to stop him, there are so many scars a-and he won't pick up his phone" I cry. "What is his address, sir" she says so calmly. "6180 Bloom street." I say quickly. "Please stay on the line sir, we will be there soon".

My feet still hitting the pavement as my body is shaking. Just another block. Just one. I keep telling myself. I feel as a pain starts down my neck and I gulp for air. I know I can breath but it feels so hard. I finally make it the steps of his house and try to get my keys just as everything goes black.

(Really short chapters sorry, this will probably have 1-2 more chapters probably pretty short too but you know oops but I would like to point out that Tsukki has Yams house key, they are just too cute )