Broken // Niall Horan

Chapter 2 ~ Cry

Ciara's POV:

He hugged me tightly as he smiled so big at me. I had tears in my eyes and started to walk away. 

''Cia where are you going?'' he asked me.

''You forgot me remember?'' I almost screamed at him.

''You forgot me when I needed you the most.'' I screamed this time with my tears flowing down my cheeks.

''I'm sorry. It was just the mangetment and I have Sa-''

''Don't speak about that chick Sam because you know how much I was in love with you. You know that. But you just ditched me off by having another girl. Everyone in school knows that. They are bulling me Niall. I cut because of you. I starve because of you. I want to die because you are not here anymore.'' I couldn't take it anymore. I ran up the stairs with Niall close behind me. Louis, Harry, Zayn and Liam looked confused at me. As I cried even more.I felt someones hand on my wrist as i turned me aroud was was now sobbing on Nialls chest.

''We really need to talk'' was the only thing he said to me. 

Niall's POV:

It was..... I just couldn't find the right word for this situation. I just felt bad for her but she was strong. I have never met anyone who was this strong as she was. I was now carrying her up the stairs, I looked around to see where she could live right now? Yeah right Gemma I think her name is...? I think tho Liam would like her. 

I walked up by Gemmas door and knocked and the door flew open. Gemma had changed, her hair was lightbrown this time and she was taller now. 

''Holy.. What have you done to her?'' She yelled at me. Ciara had  cuddled in my arms. Her cheeks were still puffy after all the tears that had run down to her cheeks. Her long eyelashes rested against her cheeks. As she is now, she lay quiet and safe against my chest.

''I was walking up here and she fell infront off me and I have kind off forgot her. I'm just feeling guilit now. I'm so sorry Gemma. I shouldn't have done this.'' I said. 

''Why are saying this to me? You are going to talk with Ciara and not me.'' she looked a bit confused.

'' Oh yes'' I walked in and laid Ciara on the couch. She was looking peaceful when she slept. 

''Niall?'' I heard someone call after me.

''Yeah?'' It was Liam.

''Who is that?'' he asked me and pointing on Gemma.

''Well that's Gemma.'' I answered him. 

''She's really beautiful'' he said staring at Gemma making her blush.

''And she is hearing you. Now go and talk to her'' Liam was making his way over to Gemma as I went to Ciara. 

''Angel'' I started to say. I pushed gently on her. She wasn't waking up. She was a deepsleeper. I stroked her cheek gently and looked at her lips.

I could not. I had a girlfriend. But when I saw her, I felt a strange feeling in my stomach. It was like a thousand butterflies lived where and when to find the perfect flower they started flying.

I had never felt this way when I first met or kissed Sam. I do not know why I even like her? She was just pissed off all the time and said nasty things to all our fans.

I would do it. I leaned gently over Ciara, and finally I felt her lips against mine. It felt so good to be near her. I did not realize why I had left her after she told her inner fears. Her love for me. I could be her prince charming right now. She had been mine and nobody else's.

My eyes were still closed when I heard someone scream. I opened my eyes and looked around. Sam had seen everything. Even Ciara.

Sam's POV:

I could not believe my eyes. My ex boyfriend kissed someone other than me. He was cheating on me. But some girl who was not even pretty or hot. Like me. Now it would atleast be easier to tell what had happened between me and Niall while he was on tour.

'' Can we talk outside?'' He ran up to me. We closed the door behind us, and even then he began to be disturbing.

'' Niall shut up. It's time for us to talk. About me. And us.'' I replied. He stood silent and looked down at me.

'' I've been cheating on you all summer, and spring. With someone who is totally like me. His name is Ollie and he's waiting in the car so I did not have to break your heart even though I would love to do. I turned and went down to Ollie. My real boyfriend.

Ciara's POV:

 I was in chock. Like really. Did he really kiss me? On my..... Lips. He had a girlfriend right? This is really confusing. 

Gemma stroked my back and talk to me calmed. But I did not hear a word she said. I shut her out. From my head and my thoughts spun around in there.

Niall could have feelings for me? The answer is no. Who would be in love with me?

I'm never good enough. Not pretty. Not skinny. I'm ugly. Disgusting. A bitch. Alone. Should be dead.

Right now I just wonder when it would end? Tonight? Tomorrow? About a week? About a year?

How would it end? That I hung myself? Took too many pills? Stab me to death? Or jump down from the mountain which is located an hour from London?

I need to get on it ...

Really really ..

Soon.

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