New life, new love

Caught (UNEDITED)

I'm not sure how long after I fell asleep I woke up but I know that when I woke up I was still in joes arms and I felt happier than ever. I grabbed my phone from my jean that lay on the floor and go to the camera and face it towards us. I check to make sure Joe is sleeping-which he is- before carefully slipping out of his arms. I gather my clothing and put on my underwear, bra, pants and attempt to put my shirt on to walk upstairs knowing that we were there alone. Half way up the stairs while my shirt is over my head and i try to get it on properly I bump into something or should I say someone.

"Ariana?" I hear a males voice ask,

I shake my head hoping that they will see and try to keep walking, my shirt finally goes on properly and I come face to face with Jake. My eyes grow wide and I step around him. I slip on my converse and I can feel jakes eyes on me, without looking back at him Or explaining because I'm sure he knew what happened I walk outside and start down the block and to my house. Once I'm home I run up to my room and look around, there are boxes everywhere with all my stuff still in them and anything not in the boxes is scattered everywhere. Ugh fuck my life. I collapse onto my bed and stay there for a long time.

What the hell happened?

Does this really need to be explained

Why was Jake there? What will he think? Oh my god he'll hate me! He has a crush on me and I slept with his friend and he knows that! Ugh I'm such an idiot!

Yes you are, you probably have some kind of STI now!

Shut up!

I decide I should call Alexa and that's exactly what I do. "Hey." She answers,

"Alexa I did something bad."

"Did you sleep with him?" She asks calmly,

"Yes and than Jake saw me come upstairs as I was putting my shirt on so he knows and I don't know what to do!" I exclaim,

"Honey, you're in some deep shit now." She says, "but how can I help? What can I do?"

"I don't know, can you just help me know what to do?" I ask,

"Did you just meet me? Of course I can." She laughs,

"Actually I did just meet you." I respond with a smile,

"You know what I mean!" She says,

"I do indeed. Just call me when you know what to do, okay?"

"Okay, bye." She says and hangs up before I have the chance to.

I sit up in my bed and cover my face with my hands.

Why do I have to screw everything up?

Take a deep breath and calm down!

How the hell can I calm down after this whole thing just happened!!

I lay back down and roll onto my side to face the wall, I grab one of the many pillows on my bed and put it over my face. I let the tears that had started to build up roll down my face and then the river starts.

Hours later there's a knock at my door, I throw a pillow at it. "Go away mom!" I yell between sobs,

The door opens and I stay on my side not wanting to look at her because once we make eye contact there will be a hundred questions and once they're all answered she'll tell me it was my fault-which it is- and I can't deal with that right now.

"Ariana? What's wrong? What happened?" I hear Christopher's voice ask,

I don't answer him and continue to sob which probably makes me sound like a nutcase, he closes the door and walks near me. He lays down next to me and puts his arms around me, I turn in his direction and bury my face in his chest. I cry into his chest while he holds me tightly and tells me things like 'it's gonna be okay.' Or 'whatever happened will pass.'

After an hour of him holding me I stop crying and look at him. He puts the hair that had fallen in my face behind my ear and wipe some of my tears away. "What happened?" He asks me,

"Nothing." I lie knowing that it's unconvincing I mean I did just sob into his chest for like an hour but I still hope he'll drop the subject,

Christopher being Christopher doesn't drop the subject "You are a terrible liar. Now tell me what happened." He says,

"I can't, you used to be my boyfriend and it would be weird for you to know." I say,

"What could you have done? Lost your virginity?" He asks sarcastically,

I don't reply and that's when he understands, "oh. You did." He says shocked,

"I'm sorry." I say sincerely,

"You shouldn't say that. Not to me, we're not together." He says and I can tell he's hurt.

I smile sadly at him, "Do you still want me to tell you what happened? Because I will if you want to. But I don't have to."

"Tell me, that way I know how I can help." He tells me and I'm shocked normally in that situation a guy would not want to know but I guess Christopher's different and to be honest that what I always liked about him.

I tell him everything that happened not putting any detail in and by the time I'm done explaining the rivers back and he's embracing me in a hug.

"Why don't you tell Jake your sorry he saw you shirtless?" He asks,

"Because he likes me and I can't just say 'hey I know you have a crush on me but let me just tell you how I had sex with another guy and hope you feel okay that you caught us' because he really likes me and I don't want to break his heart." I explain,

For the rest of the night Christopher stays with me and for the first while we talk about what I should do but than fall asleep.

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I AM SO SORRY FOR SUCH A LONG WAIT FOR THIS UPDATE!!!! I HAVE MANY OTHER BOOKS THAT IM WORKING ON AND GET NEW IDEAS CONSTANTLY! I TRY TO WORK HARDER ON THESE BOOKS AND IF IT MAKES ANYONE FEEL BETTER I HAVE THE NEXT CHAPTER ALREADY WRITTEN BUT I CANT POST IT UNTIL I HAVE AT LEAST TEN VOTES ON THIS PART!!! ANYWAYS I HOPE YOU GUYS LIKE IT!!! THIS IS PROBABLY MY FAVOURITE PART THAT IVE WRITTEN!

XOXO ARIANA XOXO