Hold Me Tightly (LostGirl FanFic) (Doccubus) (girlxgirl)

Help Me.

*Bo's POV*

"When do you think she'll wake up?" I hear a fuzzy voice ask, not in my head, but it seemed so fake. I felt my heavy eyes slowly open and saw Lauren, Dyson, and Trick all standing over me. The first to notice was Lauren.

She ran over to me and I realized I was in my bed. I sat up and wrapped my arms around her and started sobbing. "Lauren, what did I do?"

I vaguely remember anything that happened and the last thing I remember was holding Kenzi as she was unconscious. Before Lauren could say anything, I jumped up and ran to find her.

"Where is she?" Dyson pointed to the couch where she was lying, sleeping peacefully. I knelt next to the couch, crying, and Trick came up to me and put his hand on my shoulder.

"Bo, she's not in the best place. She's alive, but she's not in the best way." I looked at him and then at Lauren, knowing she could explain. She walked beside me and Trick moved away again.

"Bo, Trick's right, she's living, but she's barely holding on. There's only one way to save her." "How? HOW?" I began wailing and Lauren grabbed my hand.

"You, Bo. You're going to have to give back all that you took from her." I looked at her, confused until I met her eyes and then I knew exactly what she meant.

I hesitantly nodded and stood above her and led my face above hers. She looked like a sleeping baby. So peaceful, so care-free.

I caressed her face before hovering my lips above her and trying to give back what I had stole from her. I tried hard for minutes until I finally found the connectivity.

After pushing what felt like hours to revive her, she gasped and sat up quickly. I felt tears stream down my face again. She looked lost and began stammering.

"What the hell happened?" Then she grabbed her head and sat back again.

Everyone else had to explain because I ran to the bedroom, like a child, balling. A few minutes late, Kenzi came in and shut the door, leaving us alone.

"How you feeling, BoBo?" I gave a fake smile, "I have no fucking clue, Kenz." She smiled and pulled me into a side hug and I cried into her, then remembering what I had done to her. "Kenzi, I'm-" "Bo, don't. I know you're sorry and this wasn't your fault. I forgive you."

I looked at her and she smiled. She was so strong. "But I could've killed you, Kenzi. There's no telling what could've happened. I don't know what happened."

She chuckled and just hugged me and when we pulled back, her eyes were brimmed with tears and my heart broke for about the millionth time this week. "Bo, you didn't. And we'll get you away from whatever is going on with you."

I nodded and she smiled, "Now, let's go figure out what else is up with those three out there." When we came out, Lauren, Dyson, and Trick were whispering about something, but quickly turned their attention to us.

Lauren, of course, was the first to rush over and I couldn't make any coherent thoughts and I just hugged her, for what seemed like hours.

After our embrace was over, I sat down with everyone, had a drink, and began gathering recollection from the time I left Lauren's this morning. I remembered everything up until I walked up to Trick in the Dal. I remembered getting angry at Trick and leaving, but after that, everything was a blur. Like they weren't my thoughts.

I strained trying to remember everything they were telling me and I couldn't fine any memory of almost anything. Then, I felt myself growing dizzy and before I closed my eyes, I heard Lauren say, "Bo. Get some rest. Come back to us."