Nicole bit her lip as she rode on top of the mocha colored guy. With every bounce she let out a painful breath. A groan escaped from his mouth followed by his busted nut. Nicole slowly removed her self from this position by laying next to him. They layed in silence till his phone vibrated against the marble nightstand. "Aye, lil mama you need to leave." Nicole stood up walking towards the bedroom door. She picked up her red stillettos. "Aye, you forgot this." Nicole turned around to be hit in the face with her black strapless dress. "Look, you need to hurry yo ass up I got places to be." Nicole grabbed the rest of her clothes and was guided out the door. As soon as the heavy wind pushed her long black hair outta her face and gave her body a chill, she was startled with the bang of his door. "The least you could have said was thank you" she spat in a whisper at the closed door. She dropped her clothes and quickly got dressed. With her heels in one hand and her purse in the other, she began her journey back to the places she called home.
Nicole had finally reached the front door of her sister Tracee's house. She limped to her room and fell in to her pillow releasing her tears. This had been the 20th guy the hit and quit. At a young age, Nicole was force to give up her virginity. She had been banged so many times with each time leaving her in tears curled up crying herself to sleep. By the time she turned 15, she found out she couldn't have kids anymore. Nicole turned to sex to make her feel better but all she wanted was to feel loved and wanted and no guy could give it to her like she wanted. She had a schlorship but soon lost it due failing class. She had become a drug addict at 16 from the pasing her grandmother, who was like her mother. Her mom was never around and her dad was barely in the picture. She is an only child, so she had no siblings to love and cling to and now she was never going to get the chase to watch her kids grow and cling to each other and have the life she wanted. Now, she was 22, hurt, broken, and wanting love like her grandmother had told her stories about.
The next day, Nicole decided to get up and look for her next victim. She took her sisters car and drove down to the barbershop, where her uncle worked. She stepped out her car slamming the car door before she realized she forgot her keys in the car she turn around to see the sun reflecting off her keys. "Shit." She took a deep breath and closed her eyes. "Babygirl, you ight?" A deep husky voice questioned. Nicole turned to meet a good looking nigga. He was aboit 6'2, tatted, with a muscular built. "mmm- Think I locked my keys in the car." He laughed with a deep bass. He walked over and open her car door grabbing her keys and shutting the door. "Wow i feel stupid" Nicole hid her face out of embarassment. He removed her hands from her. " Don't hide that gorgeous faces of yours...by the way I'm Andre Parker but call me Dre." Nicole looked him up and down. "Im Nicole but call me NiNi." "Lemme see your phone" Nicole slowly hand him her. About 3 minutes later, he handed it back. " Imma call you later babygirl." Dre hugged her, winked and walked away. Nicole took in his axe scent. Damn! She thought. I want that. Nicole had no idea what she was getting her self into. She waved as Dre pulled off in his tented Charger. Nicole fanned her self trying to cool off as her pannies were soaked.
Later that day, Nicole walked into the store. As she walked down the candy aisle, she saw a little girl, who look no older the 3, reaching for the jelly bean dispenser. She finally touched it pulling it down releasing all them to fall all over the floor. Nicole smiled rushing over to stop the jelly beans. She bent down helping the little girl pick up the jelly beans. "Tank you." Nicole smiled at her little squeaky voice wishing she had a daughter. "Whats your name sweety" Nicole couldn't stop smiling as the little girl looked at her with her big hazel eyes. "I Hazel" Nicole paused starring at the little girl harder. "Well thats a pretty name, I'm nicole but you can call me NiNi" The little girl let out a laugh. "HAZ! I thought i told you to stay with me!" Nicole recognized the voice. She looked up to meet Dre's hazel eyes. "Nicole?" "Dre." They stood starring at each other till hazel tapped Nicole's leg. "NiNi this daddy" Nicole froze then replied to a waiting Hazel. "You look just like him" Nicole smiled at hazel then put her attention back to Dre. Dre scratched the back of his neck. Nicole's face softened. "I always wanted a daughter." Nicole whispered but Dre heard. Dre smiled. "Haz why don't we take miss NiNi to the movies with us." Dre didn't break his focus off Nicole. "Yaaay NiNi, you come wit us." Nicole looked back and forth between Dre and Hazel. "Well" Hazel's smile faded away. " I guess I could go this time" Hazel's cheers filled the aisle while she gripped Nicole's hand. " you gone be my best frand" Nicole and Dre smiled at hazel.
(NICOLE ON THE SIDE)
