Indecisions

The summary of my heartbreak

Having your heart broken for the first time hurts, it's hurts so badly you feel like you could never love again, your scared and afraid to let anyone have your heart ever again. You lose your fear and give it to someone again. They take your heart and walk all over it. They crush your heart into millions of little pieces, and you tell your self your never ever going to love anyone again after picking up the pieces and gluing them back together. Your stables, but no one is trustworthy anymore.

I sat in my room, water filling up my eyes. One salty, bitter tear running down my cheek. This book sums up my world, my heart break all over again.

I'm Roxanne, Roxy for short, I'm 17 years old and I'm heartbroken. I know it sounds pathetic and I'm only young, but still my heart was broken buy a complete idiot, he used me, played me and dumbed me like I was rubbish. But I had it coming.

I was in love with Mason De Luca, local tv heartthrob, every girl wanted him. Girls would wait outside his set for hours just to see him, they would literally throw themselves at him. He wasn't even that famous, he had a small role in the thriller drama Hightons, he played the older brother of the dead victim. Anyway enough about his stupid show, let's get back to the fact that he was a lying, cheating player. I was with him for 8 months, which is quite long for a teenage relationship, but we did everything together. We went on holiday, sometimes we stayed at each others houses and our parents were basically best friends.

But him being the selfish person he is cheated on me with the school slut Frenchy Rice, she had slept with him 3 times in 1 month during our relationship, and the way I found out was even worst. At the school Prom. When the King and Queen were being crowned, the little slut and Mason had won, the evil which Frenchy decided to say a nice, spiteful speech about ALL there memories including the intermit ones and the fact that she had slept with him 3 times over the past mouth.

I was completely heart broken, I ran out and hid away from the world for the whole Sixs Weeks away from school but guess what they are now official OVER and school is starting again TOMORROW.