Losing hope

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Weeks passing by no hit up from him it's like we don't even stay in same state. I feel like I'm not important I know work and family comes first but I barely get time from him. I don't think he knows how strong my feelings are for him but he should he has been dealing with me  for 5yrs on and off.when he leaves me its like he's taking half of me man its been a drought . when he comes its like I don't exist better yet I'm only worth 5 mins before he ditches me again. I've been thinking maybe I'm boring , I should try to fit in although that's not my style. I'm crazy for the guy but its a voice telling me he's confused with how he feels about me .could we have just said hello and goodbye when we first met ;what made us bond . we was in lust in highschool and maybe we still are .I just want to be happy and I don't want to force no one to care for me that just wouldn't be right.he tells me I'm not outspoken but yet he holds back alot from me it shouldn't work that way.

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⏰ Last updated: Jul 28, 2016 ⏰

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