I’m just a stupid girl that fell to fast, hit the ground face first and i cant look back. Honestly i feel like there’s nothing i can do to change how i feel for him. Hes always there and then just when things are looking bright it crumbles to ash. My heart and brain think too much and i cant really explain this love but i try so hard and it crumbles to dust. My face isn’t as pretty as other people that like him. And a bunch of rumors go around. I feel like this is going to blow up in my face but i cant--wont stay away. I’m not beautiful. I’m not tall. I’m not perfect. I feel small. Sometimes i feel like I'm not seen at all. But when he smiles it lights up my world and things feel good again. I dug my way from a very sad state and when i get sad i lose that ability to protect myself from the darkness.
