Forever and Always

chapter 1

LANA'S POV

"Today is going to be a good day I can just tell!" I said to myself.

I've been on my medication and its helping.

People tease me because I have bipolar, but I've learnt how to control it. Ashton helps a lot with that.

Ashton is my boyfriend; I've been with him since middle school. Ashton calls me every morning to see if I'm okay. But today is extra special because, we have been together for 4 years today.

ASHTONS POV

"Happy anniversary baby girl"

I could just imagine her with a massive grin on her face, because every time I call her baby or any cute names she always does this cheeking little grin.

She replies to me saying "you making me blush", little did she know that was my aim.

"I'm going to walk you to school today gorgeous" I said to her. " I'll be there in 30 minutes so be ready" she replied with "okay babe, can’t wait to see you".

LANA'S POV

"Shit what am I going to wear? How am I going to do my hair? Should I wear my makeup? "

“Okay panic mode is on”

Ashton always said to me that I am beautiful without makeup so I’ll just put on a little mascara and a little bit of eyeliner. I decided to put on a pair of extreme skinny jeans and roll up the ends so that you could see my ankles, with that I wore a white V-neck t-shirt with a black hoddie and converse.

"Ding-dong"

Okay breath play it cool it only Ashton! He will just give you a kiss and ask how you are.

I don't know why I was scared, but I got the feeling that he was getting bored of me and I loved him too much for him just to slag me off. I know I shouldn't be trying so hard but I can’t lose him. If I did I would lose all hope of life and well….

I open the door and yep he did exactly as I said, he gave me the most perfect and heart-warming kiss I could ask for, he grabbed my bag and we started walking to school.

Ashy was being really cute and cuddly today and I loved it. All the attention was on me (I don't get much of that since my parents really don't care that I exist). He was treating me like a princess. Then the bell went and I had to go to my Biology class and he had to go to music (ash was in a band he was the drummer. The other band members were Luke on guitar and lead vocalist, Michael on guitar and vocals and Calum on bass guitar and vocals), I waved him good bye and blew him a kiss and walked to class.

“God biology was boring today” Miss Palmer was just going over stuff I already knew. I just wanted the period to end so that I could go see Ashton.

The bell went and I raced out the door nearly forgetting my Ipad. I got out the door and my heart fell to the floor. Ashton was……