Confessions

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Jenna's POV -
I looked at the 5 boys in disgust
Harry: Hi Jenna
Harry was in the front panting while the other boys caught there breath and stood awkwardly behind him.
Jenna: What do you guys want ?
I rolled my eyes and stood up
Louis: uhm Harry wanted us to come see YN
Jenna: Why ?
Everyone looked at Harry including me , even though I knew exactly why
Liam: Harry ?
Harry turned towards the others and sighed
Harry: Truth is..
The machine that YN was connected to beeped twice. I yelled for Dr. Doogle to come in the room and he rushed in
Dr. D : IS EVERYTHING OKAY !?
Jenna: THE MACHINE BEEPED
Dr.D: that means her heart is beating
Jenna: Is she waking up ?!
The machine made another noise but this time it wasn't two beeps it was a flat beep
Dr. D : YOU HAVE TO GET OUT NOW !
A lot of doctors rushed in and pushed us out the door . Tears were running down my eyes I was bawling

Harry POV-
I don't know what to do now. Is YN dead ? They said its an emergency Jenna wasn't taking it well she was crying and screaming YN's name while the boys held her back and tried comforting her. Other than staying I ran out of the hospital, I didn't know what to do. I began to cry , thinking it was all MY fault. I should have stopped this when it was going to far but I let my friends continue to hurt the love of my life and now she can possibly be dead
Girl: HARRY !
Harry: Kendall ?
Kendall: Hi Harry ;)
Harry: What do you want
Kendall: I want you Harry
She pulled me in and kissed me, I pushed away
Harry: Im sorry Kendall but I can't
Kendall: But..I want you back
Harry: Im sorry I like someone else
Kendall: WHO ELSE COULD BE BETTER THAN ME HARRY ?!
Harry: YN, she's beautiful and smart. Im in love with her
Kendall: YOUR MAKING A BIG MISTAKE HARRY IM THE ONLY GIRL FOR YOU NOT THAT LITTLE BITCH
Harry: Kendall , I don't need to deal with you right now.
I walked away while she screamed my name until it faded away . Soon I was alone at a park. I sat on the swing and swung back and forth slowly. I thought about everything that happened to YN
My phone rang , I looked at it and it was Lou
Lou: Harry, where are you
Harry: Im at the park *sniffs*
Lou: Come back please
Harry: no why ,I messed up big time and now YN's dead
Lou: Harry she's not..
I hung up, I didn't want to here him say she's not worth it because she is
Lou's POV-
I was going to tell Harry she wasn't dead but he hung up on me
Lou: Jenna , he won't come back he said he messed up big time and hung up
Jenna : Maybe you should go find him, and you and the boys should head home too it's getting late and YN might wake up soon
Lou : Your right, I don't think the first thing she would want to see is me and the boys especially for what we did
Jenna: yeah, uhm I'll see you later Lou
Lou: bye , Jenn I hope YN gets better
I hugged Jenn and I felt that feeling that I haven't felt since the last time I saw her
Jenna : Thanks
I looked at her beautiful face and waved goodbye. Is it possible that I still love her ?
Niall: Lou. She okay ?
Lou: uhm yeahh, Jenna said that uh YN was going to maybe wake up soon so we should head home and get Harry
Liam: Where is Harry anyway ?
Lou: At some park probably not to far from here
We got in the car and I drove home to drop off the guys so they could get some rest. I drove over to the nearest park by the hospital. When I looked out the window I saw Harry sitting on the swing sobbing
Lou: Harry!
Harry: Lou ?!
he quickly wiped his tears and looked at me
Lou: Come on Harry lets get home
Harry: No, I don't want to go back home and act like everything is fine
Lou: Everything is fine , Jenna is at the hospital still with YN.They fixed YN
Harry: I want to see her
Lou: Thats not a good idea come on Harry
I dragged Harry to the car and we drove home
Harry POV-
I sat quietly in the car all the way home and hopped out right when the car stopped. I swung open the door and ran up to my room.
Lou: HARRY
Harry: I WANT TO BE ALONE LOU PLEASE JUST LEAVE ME ALONE GOODNIGHT
Lou: OKAY
I sat in my room and heard thunder before it began pouring down rain. I was watching the rain for almost an hour before I realized that I needed to see YN. I threw on a hoodie and some pants and walked down the stairs and grabbed my house keys and walked outside. I looked around and noticed I didn't have the car so I walked. I walked miles in the pouring rain until I finally reached the hospital. I swung open the door and everyone looked at me.
Dr.D : hello sir . Do you need something?
Harry: uhm yes sir, is Jenna here ?
Dr.D: The friend of YN? She just drove off she said she would be back in an hour or so
Harry: May I please see YN sir ?
Dr D: Yes of course, by the way I could bring you a towel if you want because you are soaked. Also YN's room is to your left down that hall
Harry: thank you so much sir
I ran down the hall and stood in front of her door , was I sure that I wanted to do this
I opened the door slowly and walked in. how do I know that Lou wasn't just trying to make me feel better by telling me she was fine. Maybe Jenna left because she was so sad that her best friend was dead. I walked over to YN's bed and she looked like and angel, I think she was still in a coma
Harry: YN , I know you are most likely in a coma right now and you can only here my voice. It me , Harry , I love you and I couldn't keep you off of my mind and when I tried to call you Jenna answered and I found out you were in the hospital. I was the one who left you that note in your locker. I was to scared to write my name because I am pretty sure that you hate me. I mean you have all the reason in the world to hate me but I just wanted to say that I'm sorry and I bullied you not because I hated you but because I love you and I didn't know how I would show you my actual feelings. I'm sorry for putting you through all of this pain over the years of your life. I hope you live so I can see your beautiful face everyday. I guess I'll leave now
I leaned into the bed to take a look at her face , I put my finger in front of her nose to see if she was breathing and she was. I looked up at her eyes to see her staring straight at me. She blinked a little and then she pulled me in and kissed me. It was a long passionate kiss. The kind of kiss where you see fireworks it was truly amazing.
YN sat up and grabbed her water that was on the table next to her, she sipped it and then looked me straight in the eyes
YN: I love you too
Her voice sounded raspy but she was so cute so who cares how she sounded. I pulled her in for a hug and I kissed her one last time.
Harry: you don't know how long I have been hiding my feelings for you.
YN scooted over and patted a spot next to her in the bed and signaled for me to lay with her. I got in the bed and layed next to her while she fell asleep on my chest. I soon drifted off too.

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⏰ Last updated: Aug 17, 2016 ⏰

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