I don't know what to fight for anymore I don't know who to love anymore I don't know who to trust anymore. I don't know...who I am anymore.Yes, sometimes I feel ugly- Do you know I cry at night because I feel like a loser- A loser who has no chance of getting anything right; A loser who will never take their broken wings and learn to fly. A loser who just needs someone who cares. Why do I beat myself up because I’m so different- That’s the million dollar question. Why do I not the worth I have, the life that’s still burning inside of me. When I see myself, I see an unlovable, unwanted, pathetic creature. When I see myself, a voice in my head tells me I’m worthless- It tells me I should try harder to fit in, even though I know I can’t. Do you know how hard it is to feel like you’ll never belong? I’m so different, I know. I hate life, I hate everyone and everything. I hate how people can be so judgmental. I hate how people can just take all your love and trust and throw it away.
