Silent Wish

I chose to let go the person who loved me the most

The guy who will give me the world, the moon and the stars

I left the guy who is willing to stay in the corner and run to me whenever I need him

I shove the guy who patiently waiting.. Still waiting

I moved forward and notice him following me

Mimicking every step I made with glee

Waiting.. Still waiting for me to look back

But I didn't

He choose to watch me silently

Praying for me to notice him again patiently

I choose to move forward and never look back

And did not see him fading and loose my track

I hurt myself and called for help

But no one came, no one ran, I'm all by myself

Now I look back but no one's there

Now I'm looking for him everywhere

I choose to let go and move forward

Leaving him as my past and let it be my past

But regrets and realization are always at the end

How I wish to looked back and see you again