Today,im torn betweem the terror that everything might change and the equal terror that everything might carry on exactly the same for the rest of my days.
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I go and take a shower then for no reason i just collapse and burst into tears. I can cry there because no one can hear my sobs or ask me the question i hate the most "are u alright?"
"Is there anything wrong?"
I have to fake a smile
No... Nothing... Nothing is wrong...
Only the nights that fill me with dread.
The days i cant get excited about.
The things i regret not doing.
Then my thoughts start to circle negative things,always the same,as if there were a devil watching from one corner of the room,ready to leap out and tell me that what i call "happiness" is merely a passing phase,that nothing lasts forever...
To be continued my lovelies
~Thanks for the support and inspiration from "Stambs"~
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Teenage Life
Non-FictionThis story describes how most teens feel. The regret.. The depression... The days where u feel like never wanting to wake up. Its a story about teenagers' lives and how every teen suffers secretly and never admits that.
