I'm in love with a YouTuber

I have a confession to make...I'm in love with a YouTuber that is also my best friend.

He is so irresistable. He has blond hair and sparkling green eyes, he wears those hipster glasses from time to time and he is much taller than me. He must be 6 foot tall. He always wears beanies when he feels that his hair doesn't look good enough and his hair is always styled in a quiff, which i adore. His British accent so thick and strong and oooo his muscles with his shirt off can melt any girl. The problem is that i share my love with 1 million of his fans, the up side is that i have a better oportunity since we are best friends and all. Now if you haven't guessed, this boy is named..Marcus Butler. I know this hunk since kindergarten..I developed a crush on him year 5 and now it's year 11, also considered junior year of highschool, and i still haven't confessed how much im head over heals for this dork. The thing is he would never feel the same about me. He considers me as his sister, now if you haven't known being  called your crushes sister isn't saying oh Micky i love you will you marry me now does it? Of course not. I don't think i fully introduced myself well I'm Micky, which is short for Mickayla. I have medium brown curly hair, poop brown eyes, and a mouse compared to Marcus' height. I have tan skin and big eyes and thighs. 

I'm supposed to be going over Marcus' house today after school, we are neighbors. I am currently in my off period and Marcus is in Chemistry. I love to be in his presence and whenever i speak he is all ears and listens like I'm  the only person in the world that matters. He is such a gentlemen and is loved by millions of fans including mothers. He is like a teddy bear, so cuddly and harmless but he holds a tough guy act which makes me laugh. I'm supposed to go to his place today and he says that he has a big surprise for me. I'm nervous on what it's going to be. It better not be him having a girlfriend or else i'd be an emotional reck for a while but i'd get over it eventually. I guess we will find out what the surprise is once this bell rings.