I'm upset that. I'll never be the pretty girl. Or the popular girl. Or the girl who everyone wishes they were. I'm upset I'll never find someone who loves me for me. Im upset because I will be there for anyone. And no ones there for me. I'm upset cause I don't wanna be myself anymore. I don't wanna be the weirdo. I'm afraid everyone will hate me cause I'm a dork. I'm scared that I'll never be myself again. That I won't smile as often.