Dog Tags And Combat Boots || C.R

Chapter 20

Sam's POV
Thursday December 29, 2015

I called her, left her messages, voicemails, everything. She wouldn't respond to anything. Katelyn is officially over me. Tears escaped my eyes, knowing that it's all my fault.

Now I can't do anything to change it. There was a knock on my door.

"Honey please open up." It was mom.

I ignored and she knocked again.

"Please Samantha."

"Mom I just wanna be alone. Please just go away..." I said quietly.

She sighed and walked away.Knowing that I'm leaving tomorrow night, I got up and started packing my belongings. I grabbed my uniform, folded it, then placed it on on top my desk.

I grabbed my dog tags hanging around my neck and observed them for a while. Kate gave these back to me a couple of days ago.

I wanted to leave back to that hell hole, but yet I didn't. I don't have anyone anymore, my purpose is gone.

I grab a few more things and put them away. Lastly I grab a photo of Chandler, Kate and I. I sighed, I lost them both, all because of me.

I packed the last few of my things and then I was done. I sat down and looked around my room. I saw the hole I made in the wall.

Then I thought about Eliana. I wanted to see the poor thing but then I realized I was still mad at her for what she did. I would end up getting upset and shout at her. All I know is that she doesn't need that with what she's dealing with.

Then it hit me.

All those arguments I started with people, the hole in the wall. I have my father's temper. Something that he always used against me, mentally and physically. I sigh and held my head.

"What the hell is the matter with me...? I'm goin' mad." I whispered tearing up.

I laid down and groaned. Life fucking sucks. I sat back up and looked around, I was bored. I saw one of my books on my desk that I haven't read yet.

I picked it up and looked at it. It's Gone Girl.

I grabbed it and laid back down. I opened the book and started to read.

Time skip because why the fuck not

It's been about two hours and I'm almost done with the book. Then there was a knock on the door.

I peeked outside my door and saw that no one was home. I walked down stairs to the door and asked

"Who?"

"Me." A deep voice said. I recognized it.

I opened the door and saw Chandler smiling.

"Hey Sam." He said.

"Howdy." I smirked flicking my fingers.

"Come in it's freezin' out." I said motioning to come in.

"Thank you." He smiled coming in.

I nodded and sat down on the couch and patted a spot next to me. Chandler sat down and looked at me.

He smiled, I smiled back. This was weird at it's best.

"So what brings ya here?" I asked breaking the silence.

"Oh w-well because your gonna be going back to... Well you know b-because-" I laid a hand on his shoulder.

"Chandler, no need to get nervous 'bout it." I said.

He was being a little dork, it was kinda cute.

"Yeah... Sorry." He said.

There was a long silence.

"I heard what happened about you and Kate." Chandler broke the silence.

I frowned and looked down. Chandler rubbed my back and frowned too.

"She called me, telling me what happened. She said she didn't want anything to do with you. That she was done and had no sympathy."

"Wow thanks Kate, your basically tellin' me that she was fake. She didn't care. But after everythin' we've been through, it's hard to believe that she said that. I feel like this ain't true." I said looking at him, raising an eyebrow.

"Sam, she said it. Trust me I wouldn't lie to you about that. So your mom's pregnant now?" He asked and I nodded.

"I don't see why that's so bad Samantha." I gave him a look and stood up.

"It's not so bad? Chandler it's with my father!" I stood up and so did he.

"Well yeah no shit sherlock! It's obviously with your father!" He yelled.

"Your basically sayin' I'm stupid when you ain't able to see why this is bad for me." I shouted.

"It's just a baby Samantha why is that so horrible, what are you so afraid of!?" He got closer to my face.

"I am in a precarious fuckin' position that's why!" I said through gritted teeth, shoving him.

I growled in the process. Chandler came closer to me. His face softened a bit and something happened.

He kissed me. Chandler fucking Riggs kissed me, after everything that happened between us.

I kissed back with some force, considering I'm still mad. This led to the couch as he laid me down. We broke apart for air then went back.

After a minute he pulled away, his face all red while mine heated up. His eyes were wide, realizing what just happened. He got up and so did I.

"Uhm... Uhhh, I should be going now. Th-Thanks." He scratched the back if his neck walking to the door.

I nodded. "Y-Yeah. See ya tomorrow."