Chris X Ted: I'm Fine

Prologue

Chris's P.O.V

Does he really not see it? slice After all the times I've tried, slice, am I so revolting that his mind won't even comprehend the idea that I like him? Slice, and the tears fall. He deserves someone better anyway a nice pretty girl, slice, not some ugly, cat obsessed, crazy, gay freak. slice. I start trembling this is what I deserve. slice, seven red lines, one for every month I've loved him. I feel a sob rack my body

Why gay?

I curl into a ball, my arms around my legs. of all things you had to be gay, didn't you Chris? I feel a sting in my legs and strain in my hands. and you had to fall for Ted...

I take my nails and dig crescent marks into my legs, my fingers covered in red, covering my legs. he'll hate you, you know. I feel like screaming, but I can't stop my trembling body from sobbing long enough.

same with Aiden, they'll kick me out and I'll be back on the streets... Unless..

I look at the blade 'you're too much of a coward' the voice in my head says am not! I argue,

'really?'

Yes really

'prove it'
I frown.

what am I here for anyway? If anyone knew who I really was they'd hate me

'so why don't we leave before they find out?' I nod.

o-ok

I grab the blade and think about writing a note, that'll just be more temptation to tell him. I sigh and bring the blade to my wrist. Next thing I know my arm is dripping in red, over 30 cuts up and down my arm.

I smile. peace, I'm gonna find peace. my head gets fuzzy and I feel weak. I hear a voice downstairs. I want to hide but I don't have the energy.

All of a sudden I'm laying on the floor. My vision goes blurry as I hear someone climb the stairs. Someone opens the door, just as my vision goes out I see green hair Ted? A panicked voice yells my name as I hear a thud, as if someone fell next to me.

it's Ted.

I smile widely as it all goes quiet. Right before I loose consciousness I feel shaking hands pick up my head and place it in his lap it's ok, Ted's here, he'll keep me safe.

That was my last thought before I gave in to the temptation of sleep...

EARLIER

Teds P.O.V
I'm gonna do it I think. I'm gonna do it today I smile, today I tell him how I feel no matter what.

I wear a shit eating grin the whole way there, I hope he feels the same.

I get to his house and ask Aiden if Chris is home, Aiden nods and points to his room as I hear a thud. was that him?

I nod and head upstairs, turning to his room. I knock quietly but get no answer. I walk in and see a sight straight out of my nightmares. Chris, blade in hand, cuts up and down all over his arms, in a pool of his own blood, dozing off with a glazed look in his eyes and a small smile. I scream and run over, cradling his head in my lap. "HELP!"

Oh god Chris what did you do?

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A/N:
Hey! Ivy/ Anna here!

Julia wrote this chapter, and I revised and edited it.

If writing styles change sometimes it's probably because Lyrica or I wrote it.

See ya!