Cupid's One Shot

ღ The Beginning of it All ღ

Its funny how you think you have something all figured out then BAM! The rug is swept underneath your feet leaving you with your ass on the ground thinking what the hell happened.

Ive always hated surprises, wether they were good or not. Not knowing the unknown drives me insane and leaves me on the edge.

I tend to usually figure out what happens next in every situation but i had no clue what was coming when I met a boy named Mitchell Brian Jefferson.

He walked into my life when i least expected it, and when boys were the last thing on my mind. Ironic isn't it? When you want something it doesn't happen but when your not particularly asking it shows up right on your doorstep.

Most will say 'hey thats life!' and they're right it is, doesn't mean i have to like it though.

When i first met Mitchell something just clicked. We became good friends and i developed a crush. Like how most relationships begin.

I thought he was just going to be a boy i crushed on while dated for a bit then move on to the next boy. But then life decided to mess me up.

I fell in love with Mitchell. He was my first for most things and was extremely special to me. I was absolutely in love with him and perhaps he returned the feeling, but it clearly didn't last long for him. I never gave him which i now know he wanted most.

Sex.

I knew about his fuckboy reputation when i first met him. Everyone told me to stay away but i knew what it was like to have a reputation that sometimes wasn't particularly true so i gave him a chance. I didn't judge him from what i had heard.

Our relationship was great when it started, at least at the time i thought it was, but he had been lying from the start about all of his past.

He was planning on never telling me anything until a past fuck buddy of his spoke up to me.

She was used by him and wanted to warn me.

So i naturally confronted him and thats when he finally decided to own up. I learnt about his fuckboy ways and yet i stupidly thought i would be the one to catch the players heart.

How pathetically delusional i was.

So he broke up with me when our relationship had almost been going for two months, said he 'lost the love' when really it was cause i didn't have sex, which thank god i didn't give him.

Its been four months now which leads to today. The once delusional in love girl who now refuses to believe love even exists anymore because well, I haven't seen true love in a very long time.

Relationships are all about lust and the hatred of loneliness. Love has nothing to do with it because love is extinct.

Last people i have truly seen a couple in love is my grandparents. They're still together after sixty years of blood sweat and tears. They're amazing and are the most adorable couple ever.

Now to my parents. They constantly fought and argued over and over again and had lost their fire that kept them going.

They felt as though they had to be together for me until Dad just quit. He had had enough and couldn't live life the way he was. So my parents got divorced when i was eleven years old. Neither of them have had a relationship since.

In fact most people i know have parents that are divorced. And those who have parents who are still truly in love, i absolutely envy. In fact any couple that are still in love i envy because i know that I, will never have that.

Love doesn't exist anymore, i learnt that the hard way.

✎ A/N ✎
This Book will contain swearing, sexual references and alcohol use so please make sure you are mature enough to read....
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