1st Heart Break
Is it wrong to love?
When all you want is to be happy like a dove?
Flying high above the sky
With a thought that the wind will always guide him by
Never had an experience yet overcome my fears,
But were just paid by heart breaks and tears.
I’ve never thought that my first would be a tragedy
Gotten by your sweet words and false sincerity
I had always hope that it would last
But it turns out to last that fast
I always try to understand
But my heart and mind seems to know what’s to be done
Our distance, communication, parents, religion and time
All were the answers to all of your Why.
I hope you’ll be happy
For I know that I also will someday
God knows the reason behind
And I hope He will always guide us every time.
I thought that from then,
We will not be friend
But when I texted you that we should be apart
Because it is forbidden and realizations of mine shoots like a dart
That we should just be friends
With memories that should end
You told me an unexpected answer
That made my heart imbued with hope, joy and fear
Hope because of your promise to be united
Joy because you understand and didn’t let it be at edge
Fear because it made me more fall in love with you
And I fear that I will only be hurt at last though
I know I sound crazy
But this is just what I feel with thee
But if this is the way to be happy
To love and be loved
Aside from legitimate love
I will bravely accept it
Even though it might be the cause of my very first heartbreak.
