Treat You Better (Shawn Mendes FanFic)

Chapter 22 Treat You Better

Chapter 22 Shawn's POV:
Yesterday I don't think anyone can understand how great it was for me to hear Bella finally tell me something like that. It makes me realize that I'm not the only one thinking about the relationship. I laid down on my bed thinking about the rest of my future thinking of what it might look like. I love my job so much, and better yet the people I get to do it with. It makes me know it's all worth it in the end. I looked up as my manger walked through the door.
"Alright Shawn I have a couple of things I need to talk to you about." He explained. I nodded for him to continue.
"So this guy, is about to get married Friday and he wanted to surprise his soon to be wife with you singing their first dance." He explained as my eyes widen.
"That's kinda of a big deal." I responded.
"Of course it is! He said he'll pay whatever he can to have you come he said it would mean the absolute world to him, and I looked and Friday you don't have anything planned that day." I looked at him as he seemed like he wanted me to really do this.
"He also said you could be part of the actual wedding, the only thing is you would be in the very back and you would have to come during the ceremony so she doesn't see you, and you have to leave before it's over. I know a lot of timing there." He stood their waiting for me to respond. I mean singing at a wedding is an extremely big deal for two reasons. (1) it's a moment of a lifetime for the couple and (2) what song would I sing. I have never done something like this before. So I don't want to let anyone down, and plus the bride is a fan so I don't want to let her down especially. I scratched the top of my head looking at him in the eyes.
"This is what I'll do." I told him as a smile came on face.
"Let me do it." I added. He titled his head.
"What do you mean?" He asked.
"Let me do it as a wedding gift. He doesn't need to charge for anything." I smiled as my manger did as well.
"Wow. You did that on your own." He smiled.
"And that's a great thing Shawn. It really is. He'll be so thrilled." He chuckled.
"Wait under one condition!" He stopped as he went completely quiet waiting for me to speak.
"I can bring a date." He nodded.
"That can be arranged." He turned walking out as I laughed to myself. Wedding? That's a new one for me. At least I can experience something so special for just two people. I want to be able to make that moment perfect for them.
"Oh! Everywhere that I go,
I see your face and it kills me to know. That you'll never know why you did to me and now you're gone. Oh I can't stop think about you!" I sang to myself. I know this out of the blue, but I love singing that song. Especially playing the guitar to it. I heard a knock on my door as I got up to open it. I looked as Bella stood there.
"How did they let you in?!" Was the first thing I asked in amazement. They don't let people come by here. I'm blocked off as I looked at her and she laughed.
"When I walked up John saw me and he told them I was his sister so they let me through." She explained and I chuckled. John, he's such a goofy dude. I swear.
"Come in." I gestured inside as she followed.
"Where's Noah?" I questioned as we both made a small walk to my room.
"Working." She shrugged.
"He said I could come. I'm pretty sure Victoria is gonna come over." Sometimes I wonder if they're ever gonna leave and live their lives.
"Well I'm glad you're here." I told her as she smiled.
"Me too." She sighed in relief.
"Alright I need to say something." She said randomly.
"Okay I'm listening." As I gave her my full attention.
"When I'm around you I get nervous, like right now I am-"
"Is that a bad thing?" I interrupted.
"No! Not at all. Sometimes I fear I'll screw things up and when I look into you're eyes it's like all that fear goes away and I have no clue how you do that." She explained. Hearing that made me realize I had no clue she felt like that. All I ever wanted was for someone to like me for who I am and I see that in her.
"You're outta my league Bella." I chuckled in embarrassment.
"What! Don't feel like that." She added.
"No! I mean it. You're always so happy and to add to that you're as pretty and funny, so it's like if I lose you. I lose everything." I completely opened myself up to her almost scaring myself.
"Shawn-"
"Bella. I don't usually open myself up, and when I do that means you're special." I told her real quick hoping she would understand every word I was saying. She put her hand on my cheek as I looked into her brown beautiful eyes. I'm so sorry she had to live that kind of life. I'm so sorry for anyone who has to live a difficult life. But I think it makes you stronger and prepares you 10x better for the world. So I say believe in yourself and believe that you can do things that others don't think you can. Because I love you all, and everything that you all do and are. That's what makes us human.
"Shawn?"
"Bella?" I questioned her back. It almost looked like she was gonna cry. I know something is bothering her, but I didn't swamy her upset, not in this moment we're having. I smiled to myself leaning in and kissing her. She laid down as I moved on top of her.
I pulled away as I looked at her.
"I won't give up on you, if you don't give up on me." I told her brushing my fingers through her hair.