Bigla ko lang naisip.. I'm still not ready to leave him.
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Why do I always feel like Marie Therese.. Picasso's mistress. The feeling when you love someone but doesn't love you back.. OH CRAP! It hurts! It really hurtsss! When I watched When In Rome in Star Movies, Beth was a curator. she mentioned Marie Therese.. Picasso's muse, it was painted with lively colors. It was very bright. While Dora Maar, her third mistress was painted gloomily, with dark colors. Picasso left Marie Therese when she met Dora Maar. Marie Therese loved PIcasso very much, which led her to commit suicide 4 years after Picasso died.
I felt like Marie for I love him so much, but he chose another women. I understand him because I was the one who left him first, but then I came bak. Ready to love him again. I regretted it so much. If you only knew boy how much I love you..