Chapter 1

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Dear diary,

Hi, I just got this thing and I'm so excited to write in it. My name is Jennifer Maria Costas. I live in an adoption center aka orphanage. I have Brown hair, blue eyes, and 124 Ibs. There are 13 other girls here, 14 counting me. Sara, who is the" queen bee". Everyone respects her except me. She is really mean towards me. I suffer from depression because I get called fat, and I think I am. I get called ugly, and I think I am. Amanda, she is second in command. Always by Sara's side no matter what. She bullies me too. I can't stand her. The other girls names are Susie, Bridget, Jessica, Rosie, Annie, Annabelle, Maria, Hailey, Katherine, Brianna, Madison, Alexa, and my best friend Angelica.

Angie has really long Brown hair, she's Hispanic, has Brown eyes, and is really thing, 110 Ibs. We are inseparable. We do everything together, I love her so much. We both have boyfriends who aren't in this adoption center. They actually have parents. My dad left before I was born. And my mom died in a car crash when I was 5. My grandparents died before I was Borneo I had no where to go besides here. Angie's parents also died in a car crash. Their car hit my mom's car and theirs spun out of control into a lake. My mom car had a fire and she couldn't get her seat-belt off. When the car blew up, my mother had died. When I was put in this place I wouldn't talk to anyone.

I didn't even eat anything. Until I had met Angie . I lost 50 Ibs. But when I started to eat again, I had gained 80. So I weighed 207 Ibs. Everyone was making fun of me. I always had frizzy hair, and I had acne, bad. That's when I started to develop depression and bulimia. Every time I ate, I went to the bathroom and made myself vomit. I started to lose weight, and I loved the outcome. I would go outside for about 2 hours a day and sprayed water on my body to make it look like I had been working out. After 7 months, roughly, I lost 83 Ibs. By that time, I was 14. A few of the other girls had been adopted by then. So there are still 9 other girls here. Unfortunately, Sara is still here. She still calls me fat.
Every night I watch YouTube videos. Mostly minecraft. I loved to watch LdshadowLady, DanTDM, stampylonghead, iballisticsquid, shubble, and skydoesminecraft. While I was at lunch, I overheard Maria talking about DanTDM. Angie was so excited because we heard that Dan and Jemma were adopting 2 girls.

I wasn't very excited because their had been 5 adopters already since we'd been here. Nome of them even looked at me. I wore beanies, skinny jeans, and animal shirts. Mostly cats and dogs. Angie wore Capris and long sleeve shirts. Normally with hoodie. We both had long hair so we would have it up most of the time unless I was wearing a beanie.

Sincerely, Jennifer

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