Everything Falls Into Place

chapter 1

My body Trimble from the loud shatters of plates hitting the wall. I stat up on my bed and placed my nuded feet to the wooden floor. The chills ran through my body from the uncovered floor.
I stood up and then cracked open my door listening to my mom and dad.
"I've had enough of this Im done!" My mother yelled.
I tied my hair up then walked to the bathroom.
I ran the cool water into my hands cupping it.
I stared off into the puddle the rubbed it onto my face. The cold water woke me up. I pulled my hands down looking at my face in the mirror...
There's so many things I could change, but can't...
Why must I look like this? Why can't I be skinnier, and have the perfect body shape and the perfect smile?
Why can't I look like the other girls.
I snapped back into reality, and wobbled back to my room.
I decided I should probably get dressed because I'll be late for school.
I slipped on my black leggings with a tare in them and my high waste ripped shorts. Then I put on my black crop top with lace on the bottom.
I sucked in my gut to see if I'd look any smaller, but failed.

Ughhh!!

I then put my black army boots on and then calmed my wavy brownish blond hair.
As I put on my makeup covering every flaw revealed on my natural face.
As I walked out I looked in the mirror one more time...

How could someone hate there self this much?

I walked out of my room, leading downstairs.
I pulled my green headphones over my ears not turning the music on yet..
As I made it to the bottom steps I heard the Cry's of my mother.
I dropped my bag and ran to her.
"Mom?" I whispered.
She moaned.
"You okay?" I asked.
She nodded.
"No your not! Let me help you up to your room" I offered.
She nodded again wrapping her arms around my neck.
As I guided her up the steps we finally made it to the top. I walked her down the hall. We walked into her room as I played her on her bed. The covers were twisted and unfixed.
"Are you hunger?" I asked.
"A little.." she finally spoke. Her voice was choky and musty.
"Did he leave?" I asked.
She nodded.
It's good that he left because this means he won't he back while I'm at school so she'll be safe.
I covered her up then ran down stairs and whip her up some chicken noodle soup.
I carefully brought it back to her.
"I'll be back later" I sighed kissing her head.
I'm really worried for her.
"Ok baby, I love you"
"Love you"
I went down stairs then grabbed my tidied penny board then road it to school.
Once I got there I had to rush into the building.

I'm LATE!! AGAIN!!

I walked to the office to Mrs. Renda, the Secretary.
"Good morning Ariva!" She greeted.
"Morning" I faked a smile.
I sighed in then got a tardy slip.

Here we go again another day of hell..

I walked into my first class, Mr Glenn's class.

"Late Again, Miss Swagger" Mr. Glenn spoke pulling down his glasses.
Everyone in the class placed their eyes on me.
"Sorry" I whispered looking down, as I headed to my seat.
"What's the excuse this time?" He asked.
"Umm i overslept" I lied.
"You seem to do this alot do you need an alarm clock because I'm getting tired of your tardiness
Interrupting my teaching times." He snapped.
Embarrassing me.
"Im sorry" I whispered softly.
"What?" He yelled.
"I'm sor-" I said a tad louder when he interrupted.
"WHAT?"
"LEAVE ME ALONE! IM TIRED OF YOU ALWAYS PUTTING ME DOWN!" I screamed.
I lifted my sleeve revealing my drawings...
"This is because of you!!!" I yelled again..
My yelled turned to little cries.
"Please..." I paused.
"Just leave me alone"
I sat back down and all my books flipped out of my seat.
Everyone was cold silent...
"Ariva.." he sighed.
I stood up again out of Anger.
"NOOO!" I yelled flipping my desk over.
The gasps of the student grew loud.
"IM DONE! Your all dumb!" I screamed walking out of the room.
my hands started to shake from all the yelling.

Why did I do that??

I walked down the hall and out of the school doors.

Fuck them!!!!!

I then grabbed my penny board and road down to my tree house.
I tossed my pennyboard onto the ground and climbed up it and sat there crying...and crying...and crying...
I reached in my back pocket and pulled out a razor and rolled up my sleeve...

You know how everyone gets addicted to something? Well mines pain!

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What's up guys! I hope you like this update, because there all gonna be as juicy as this one..
Everything in the story will lead up to a good ending so keep this story in your reading list and you'll see what I mean😋