Take me as I am or watch me as I go//Weston Koury

nineteen

The sun shining through the window woke me.
Once I got up I realized Hailey was gone.

Was that a dream?

I walked over to my closet to see if she hid in there.

Nope!

The blanket I got out wasn't even out. It was still sitting in the closet.
I checked my phone..

No messages

I sat back on my bed and rubbed my eyes. That's when I heard a crumble sound, but only when I moved my body a certain way.
I moved again and heard it. I got up and pulled my covers shaking them causing a little peace of paper to fall.
I through my blankets on my bed then picked the paper up.

It's a note

The note read.

Romeo,

I woke up and heard your mom awake so I jumped out the window so you wouldn't get cought. I left my phone at Jenny's so I can't message you..yes I'm writing lol oldies!!
Meet me at the park as soon as you read this

Juliet! :)

Her note brought a smile to my face.
I got dressed then fixed my hair up properly.
Then slipped my shoes on and ran down stairs.
"Hey mom!" I said running.
"HOLD IT!" She snapped.
I stopped nervously.

What if she knows!!

"Where you going in such a hurry?" She asked tapping her foot.
"Uhhh the park" I quickly added.

Hey I'm not lying.

"Why so early?" She asked ad if she knew.
"I uh umm promised Mario I'd meet him there as soon as I got up" I stuttered.

Make it more obvious Weston!!^^^

"Ok but be back here later because were going to Jeremy's house, so I can talk to his mom" she snapped.
I nodded.
I ran to the door.
"Oh Weston!"she grabbed my attention.
I turned nervously around.
"Yeah" I stuttered.
"No running in the house" she winked.
"Ok" I fake smiled.
I opened the door and ran around to my penny board.
I got on it then road to the park where Hailey told me to meet her.
Once I got there I seen her swinging on the swing. I dropped my board and walked over to her.
"Hey!" I smiled.
"Hey"
I walked up behind her and started to push her.
"Did your mom find out?" She asked.
"No" I shook my head.
"Good" she smiled.

She smells so good right now!! Like I can't even explain!

"What are we gonna do today" I asked still pushing her.
"Ummm I don't know" she laughed jumping off the swing.
"Wanna go sit on the benches?" I asked.
"Yeah" she nodded running to them.
"Ha ha I beat you!" She dabbed.
I finally made it to the benches.
"Ha ha sure" I smirked.
She rolled her eyes then sat on the benches as I took my seat beside her.
"So." I smiled.
"You wanna play truth or dare?" She asked.
"Sure"
"I'll start" she snickered "truth or dare?"
"Uhg dare" I squinted my eyes.
"Ok I dare you to call one of your ex girlfriends and ask them if there still interested." She smirked.

Ah man!!

"Ughhh ok" I groaned I pulled my phone from my pocket.

I guess I could call Ema..

I dialed in Ema's number and put it in speaker.

The phone rang when finally she awensered.

Ema: yes Weston?
Me:uh hey Ema
Ema:what?
Me: what can't a guy just call a girl to talk?
Ema: yes, but not you
Me: ouch! Anyway
Ema: I knew it!
Me: yes you did I just wanted to tell you I still have feelings
Ema:well I don't! Bye Weston.
Me: by-

"She hung up on me" I giggled.
"Wow, what did you do?" She asked concerned.
"I said hi to girl in the hall" I laughed.
"And she dumped you?" She laughed too.
I nodded.
"My turn truth or dare?" I added.
"Truth!" She said determined.
"Ok who was your first boyfriend?"
She looked to the ground.
"Dylan, He passed away a year ago"she whispered and rubbed the under part of her eye, and then looked at me with a smile.
"Oh im-" I attempted to say before she covered my mouth.
"You don't have to say it" she snapped.
"I want to" I said pulling her hand from my mouth.
"No its I don't want you to"she looked back down.
I nodded.
"Truth or dare?" She whispered.
"Truth?"i smiled.
"Who was your first kiss" she smirked.
"Uhg this is embarrassing" I blushed.
"What?"
"I've never had a first kiss.."I looked down rubbing the back of my head.
"No its not" she snapped.
I nodded
"yeah it is"
"I haven't had mine and I'm not embarrassed" she cocked her head.
"You haven't?" I asked.
"No.."she sighed.
"Ohh"
It turned to complete silence.
"I mean w..."she paused
"Never mind"
"No tell me!" I snapped.
"No its dumb." She shook her head.
"No tell me don't leave me in suspense!"
"It's dumb like I shouldn't have thought of it"
"I bet it's not even dumb" I puckered the side of my lip.
"I was gonna say we could he each other's first kiss right now so we don't have to stay lip virgans, but like I said it's stupid" she quickly added.
"It's not dumb" I blushed.

Omg omg omg!!!!

She looked up at me and asked
"do you .um.want to?"
"Umm..ye-yeah I-I uh guess yeah" I stuttered.
The feeling of this need and want to kiss her struck my body.
"Oh-uh ok" she stuttered too.
She put her hand on my neck and scooted closer.
"You um ready?" She asked.
I nodded.
I put my arms around her waste then scooted in closer.
Our eyes locked..
She looked down at her lap then back up to me.
My heart raced!
"Are you ready?" I asked unsure she is.
She nodded.
Her breath heated my face as she came closer.
"Wes" she whispered.
"Yeah?" I whispered back.
Our lips an inch away.
"I think I'm falling in love..with you"

Those words messed with me so much! Like I'm excited!

"Kiss me.." I whispered back.
Finally our lips touch and the shock effected us both.
Our toungs tied up.
"Me- too" I said in-between kisses.
She pushed up on me.
I took a breath still kissing her, but honestly didn't want to stop.

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Ahhhhhhhhhhhh I'm leaving today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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