I love you..i love you.. Those three words keep ecoing through my head and i dont know if i should believe him or not.
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Ive been in my room for what seems like forever but really only 3 hours trying to figure out what to say to blake i mean like i do like him but i know i dont love him i think.........i jumped out of my thoughts when someone knocked on my door
"Come in"someone came in a i noticed it was blake fuck......
"Can we talk"he asked sitting on the edge of my bed looking down
"Ya whats up"
"We cant hang out or talk anymore"
"What why"
"I just dont feel like theres a point of me loving you if you dont love me back so i thought we could just stop and figure thus stuff out"
"I never said i didnt love you"what the fuck maria what are you saying
"Well do you"
"I never said either"
"See this is what i mean you dont know if you do or not i mean like what happens if you figure out you do love me but then i dont love you back"
"But.....but"
"No buts kitten.....you have a week to tell me how you feel"
"What"i yelled
"You heard me kitten"
"Your giving me a week to find out if i love someone or not you how much presure that is"
"I shouldn't ne that hard"
"Well it is for me i dont believe in love"
"Why"
"Cause i dont beleive that people actually fall in love"
"Well i have and ive fallen in love with you kitten"
"Blake i don't know i leave in 2 weeks"
"Well actually your parents called and said you have to stay for another month something happened soo"he said smirking at me
"Ughhhhh this always happens"i said with a tear falling down my face
"What do you mean"
"Nothing lets talk about something else"
"Ummmm ok but ya you have 1 week to tell me"
"Have fun with disappointment cuase i wont have an answer now get the hell out of my room"
"No"
"............"
"............"we sat there in silence for a good 10 minutes then my phone rang i looked at the name and started to freak out and i quickly pushed blake out of my room
"Maria whos cal-"he was cut off by me slamming the door shut, i hurridly answered the phone
"Hey babe miss me"Brady said through the phone
"Of course how far are you"
"About 10 minutes how about you"
"Now about to leave ill see you soon baby"
"You to babe love you"
"Love you too"i hung up the phone and opened my door then blake feel in my room he got up and pushed me up agaisnt the wall i started to freak out
"Kitten who was that"he asked with his lips inches away from mine"
"Bradg why"
"Wait the emo brady that moved last year to a different school"he asked pissed and confused
"The one and only"
"Why are you going to meet up with him"his hands moving up and down on my sides
"It would be mean not to meet up with my boyfriend"i said smirking at him and getting out of his grip and started to walk to the park which was like a 2 minute walk when i got there i saw brady with his lip ring,long black hair, black veil brides shirt, skinny jeans, and converse which i think is hot
"Hey theres my boy" i said standing in front of him
"Hey baby girl"he said pulling me into a hug and of course i hugged back we pulled back and just stared at each other in happiness........ive non brady for 7 years and he asked me out before i hung out with Trey and i said yes so were now on our first date
"Want to start walking"i asked he just nodded and we started to walk on the trail
"There really arent that many people here at all"i said
"Ya probably cause the fair is today so everyone went thats why i brought you here for some privacy"he said sliding his hand into mine
"Thats really nice of you"i said we stopped and just started at each other
"I love you maria"he said i tried to say it back but for some reason couldnt is it because it reminds me of how blake kinda told me.........no stop thinking about him your happy with brady and you love him
"I love you to brady"as soon as i said that he started to lean in and then next thing i know his lips crashed into mine and it felt amazing, about 5 minutes later the kiss turned into a make out session and my back was pushed agaisnt a tree, my hands started to move down his chest and to the bottom of his shirt i started to pull on it to gesture for him to take it off but he stopped me.......really again
"Are you sure about this maria" he asked being the polite boy he is i jus nodded my head
"Lets go to my house"he said kissing my head
"Ok"i said all happy that i get to do it with brady danm i love him so much, when we got into his car i pulled out my phone and saw like a hundred missed calls from blake so i called him back and he answered on the first ring
"Maria where are you"
"Im going to be spending the night at Brady's house"i answered back and he just sighed in sadness
"Ok fine but please dont have sex remember i still want to be your first instead of rape"i swallowed when he said that im starting to feel bad cause thats exactly what im going to be doing
"I promise blake"i said looking down and brady put his hand on my thigh to calm me down and it helped alot
"Good i love you"he said and i just laughed and hung up on him
"Who was that"brady asked circling his thumb agaisnt my thigh
"Blake over protective friend dont worry"i laughed and started to think about how im probably about to break blakes heart but the worst of all im starting not to car if i did..........
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