I understand I really fucked up and i shouldn't have said that to you because you wouldn't ever say it to me. I'm really hoping you can forgive me one last time and I promise you I'll show you, you didn't waste 6 months on someone who didn't care. Sir I really do love you, I never cried over a boy before and I sat there and cried myself to sleep. I'm not sure if you see me In your further but every time I think about mine your right beside me. Telling me it's going to be alright, take life day by day and don't get upset about the day before and just be focused on that day and be happy that we are still together and happy. You may think I'm fucked up in the head and truly I am. For you I'll start taking pills then I don't be this way. I'll do anything to keep you as mine and for you to be in my life. I'm sorry for always thinking your talking to someone else it's just your so handsome and then your with me. I know I'm not perfect and pretty as you say I am. I know you just say it to make me happy. Thank you for being my back bone in times I need you the most. Thank you for giving me the best relationship I had in live. Thank you for never lying to me. Thank you for being mine and handling with all my bill shit. Hopefully when I wake up tomorrow morning your still going to be in my life for the rest of my life. I love you so much Sir.
Hopefully he's still mine tomorrow because I'm nothing without him!
