I AM SO SO SO SO SORRY THAT I HAVEN'T POSTED! I've just been going through a lot and I haven't had time but writing helps take my mind off of it so yea!❤️
600?! Whaaaaaaa?!
TYSM GUYS I LOVE YOU DUDES!
Anyways enjoy!
:MATURE CONTENT BEWARE:
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your POV
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Oh no. He found your scars. What do You say?! Nothing. You run into his arms crying into his chest, tears flowing down your face, you lost control of your emotions. He seems confused at first but then hugs back. "W-what happened? What made you do this?!"Jim says. He sounds scared, like he doesn't want anything to happen to you, almost in a protective way. " They-they want me to kill myself." You manage to spit out throughly the tears. "Shhhhhh it's okay , calm down, who wants you to kill yourself?" He says softly. "They hate me! They hate me!! They just want me gone!" "Who wants you gone?" He sound really scared now.
"They pages on Instagram, all of them. They say you don't even care! They're trying to make me end things with you!!" You spill out. " he's shocked.
" come on let's go to my place instead." He says. "O-ok"
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You get at his place and he leads you upstairs to his room. And sits down on his bed. He motions you over to him. You sit on his lap with your head in his shoulder still crying. You sit there crying for about 5 more minutes, until he kisses your forehead. You look up at him and he plants a kiss on your lips. It starts to get more intimate. One part of you likes it but the other doesn't. Why is he doing this? He takes off your shirt. And throws it to the side. It's just going way to fast! " I-i can't do this!, it's all happening to fast!" You grab your shirt and quickly throw it on then run out the door and run to your house. Luckily it's only about a mile away. Tears flowing even more now. Is this why he wanted you?! So he could just have sex with you then leave? Would he really do that? Would he really toy around with your emotions like that? No he was so sweet! How could he do that?! Your phone vibrates in your pocket
A- I'm SO SORRY! I didn't know what I was doing! Please you don't have to love me but please just forgive me!
Y- I understand and I forgive you and I still love you, but please can we just take it slow!
A-Yes! We can take slow as you want!
T- thank you.
Sorry about it being a little more mature I just needed to add depth to the story :)
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This love || aparri x reader ||
FanficYour a normal girl who is a complete geek on the inside. You love to play animal jam but what happens as 2 of your idols move in to your best friends neighborhood? Will you find love? Will you find hate? Well you'll just have to read to find out ;^)
