Heyyy! Huge update that I probably should have made a while ago but for those of you who don't know me and Hayley split up for a while but throughout the entire breakup we were both basically mentally dating each other still so when we got back together recently we decided that we never really broke up anyways and have been dating for about 9 or 10 months now ♡ Ever since then I've been vv happy. I am getting a little scared..I could just be a paranoid fuck who is madly afraid of losing her again but I feel like maybe something has happened between us. We haven't talked lately at all and when we do it just doesn't feel normal. We don't say "I love you" or give each other compliments anymore and when we talk it just feels like a script. We don't have deep conversations anymore and I'm just scared maybe she's found someone else. I'm probably just over reacting but I do feel like there is a big space between us and not just distance wise. Maybe she's found someone else. If she has I will support her and everything because if it makes her happy then that is what I want to happen. It will hurt a lot if I lose her again and I don't think my heart can handle it but I love her too much to just let her go. I will NEVER stop loving her no matter what happens and she will ALWAYS be number one in my book. Anyways, if you're reading this my love then feel free to talk to me whenever ♡♡♡
