"I'm not really into the whole publicity thing..." I say to Simon. He looked at me annoyed, "at this point I don't really care what you're into, you have to do this, for the good of the band." I looked at Harry for approval "for the band..." he agreed unsure "for the band" I say.
And that was the end of it, never to be spoken of again. Of course, this happened over three years ago, the day we were signed to our first record label as "One Direction", the day I found out I had to change, change from everything I knew to live a lie...
Chapter 1~
Harry's P.O.V
"Harry, when do you plan on getting a girlfriend?" "Harry, how many girls have you slept with?" "Harry, when will you ever learn?" The press was shooting questions at me as usual as I walked out of our hotel and into the car that was waiting for me, currently we were in the middle of our tour and right now we are in New York City once again. So the boys and I really hasn't had much down time lately, so I decided to take a car ride, just me... and Paul. Don't get me wrong, I love living my dream but there is the downsides to it, like not being able to walk three feet without a security guard with me. Right now I just wanted to escape from some of the hatful people and the rumors, I want to share the truth but my contract forbids it... I climbed into the car escaping from the camera flashes and the harsh comments into the peace and quite of the car. "where to?" the driver asked me, "Anywhere, anywhere but here."
I tell him, "may I ask why you requested a drive at seven o'clock on a Saturday morning?" He asked. I was already in a bad mood, but I felt bad for the guy so I tried not to release all my anger out on him, "just to get away from everything for a little bit." I answer, "Not for too long" Paul chimes in, "We have a very busy schedule today." trying to ignore him I took out my headphones and listened to music to drown out the voices, and escape from the lies that I'm forced to live in.
