I Just Want Out

I'm stuck between you or him

The line in the middle is growing thin

I don't want to do this anymore 

I don't want to be taken as a whore

 

This isn't really fair

I'm really starting to care

My mind needs to be made up

I'm about ready to give up

 

I really want to be with him

But you're starting to drag me in

This feeling is starting to grow

I really don't even know

 

I don't want to be with you

This is something I know

But your feelings are starting to show

And I don't know where to go

 

You say that you miss me

You say that you've changed

You're life rearranged

But I find that hard to believe

 

I feel so lost here

I want to be free

Free of these fellings 

Draging me out to sea

 

Why can't you just stop

I have a boyfriend 

I don't want what I have to end

But you keep acting out

It's making me want to shout

 

Get out of my head

I don't want you in my life

But you're bringing up strife

And I can't just let you be

I would never feel free

 

I want this to be over

I don't want to lose him

But the line keeps getting thin

Why can't you stay away from me

And go find someone else to see

But you still doubt 

That I won't want out

 

I just want out

 

~M.J