my followers and to those who've stayed with me,
even though, i have no idea and really doubt that anyone would click on this book, but to those that did click, hello. i feel like i need to give some sort of explanation before leaving and i know that i'm not obligated to make this or there is practically no one who has done this type of thing, at least i think there is none.
but anyways, i made this book to say goodbye. these past few months, even before the supposedly big change in the multimedia section, something changed within me. and i know, i know that this sounds so cheesy and something that a lot of people would say, but something did change. i can't really go into detail since it's something personal and i choose not to share it, but after that, i lost quite a sum of friends that i had met online, but were still very close to me and wattpad, that used to be my escape route from reality, wasn't my escape anymore.
i tried so hard to get back into writing here, i pushed myself to write the next chapter of murderous mason or opposites do attract and even edit the wicked and the innocent (otherwise known as my mate is a vampire). i tried to start a new story. i tried to scrape everything and create a separate account, where i'll be a new persona.
but nothing did work.
so i finally decided to come back to this account, unpublish my books which you probably have seen by now and give out an explanation to why i won't be returning to tommmo- any time soon.
maybe i'll come back to this account in the future when i'm completely sure that i can create stories here, because to me writing isn't just a silly, fun hobby. it's something that i've been doing ever since i learned to pick up a pencil. it's my passion and i don't want to write on wattpad, knowing that i will never be happy with the final outcome.
in short, wattpad's changed a quite lot since i started, three years ago, and i'm not saying it's anyone's fault because it isn't. i'm, however, unhappy with the way i turned out to be and how unhappy i grew with my writing. so i'll be leaving, maybe for good or maybe i'll come back. i don't know.
if anyone is wondering why i took down my books, was because i don't want anything of mine being stolen or used, since it has already happened quite a few times on tumblr and even on wattpad. i will also not be deactivating my account, because i might come back, i will however change my username from tommmo- to byullei, just because.
goodbye.
—mishi
