Useless

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My name is Amelia rose ,
No one calls me that though especially not at school, at school my name is ...piggy.
It's not like I picked it ,my weight did. I'm what would be called unacceptable in the model industry and I guess not good enough for respect in a school.
I spend most of my time at home either watching Netflix or keeping up my anonymous blog. I can express myself on it and no one knows who I am,it's the only place I feel free.
Today is the first day back to school, I can hardly keep my eyes open ...I pour a coffee,drain it down then slip away out of my house off to school ,my mum didn't notice .shes still in the living room fast asleep;with a jack Daniels in her hand .
When I first arrive through the tall gates I just let the bitter atmosphere wash over me. I have to spend another year here .how I wish that when dad left he would have taken me too,away from all of this,away from the pain.
Suddenly,a hand grabs my bag and pulls me out the way ,it's Sydnie
Sydnie isn't the popularise girl in school or the prettiest but somehow she gets away with acting as if she is ."move it shit face" she scoffs followed by her mates making pig grunts at me .i block it out ,I'm used to much worse ... "Well are you going to move out the way or just sit there like a useless fat lump ?" I ignore her but I look at my stomach ,,I am getting fat ,why do I do this to myself ? I Just move out the way and keep my head to the ground ."next time actually answer you unrespectful pig ,you don't want me to hurt you again now don't you ?" I shake my head. Last year I refused to act like a pig for her to record so she started calling me things ,I told her that she was a bitch and that she should back off...so she got her mates to hurt me .i still remember ...I still I have the scars .the bell rings and I fade into the background of the groups of people in the hallway.

THIS IS MY FIRST EVER THING ON WATTPAD SO ENJOY :3
CHAPTER 2 SOON !!
THIS IS NOT BASED OFF TRUE EVENTS