To late to say sorry.

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While blood runs down her legs.

Tears fall from her shining yet scared eyes.

Scared to touch her scars, scared to go out side to the judgement-toll world, scared of what they'll say? The perfect ones. They say its attention seeking.

Little did they know .

Little did she know there's no such thing as perfect .

PART 1

Day and night Sarah can't escape.

With her music as loud as possible trying to escape from this dangerous world.. Crying her self to sleep every night, with her friends turning on her. People beat her randomly. Scars not fading. She asks her self, when will it end. Should I end it all, why can't I be perfect. With her whole life in front of her, in her hands. There shaking, not sure if she can hold it much longer. As she watches the birds fly and the wind blows hard, out side of her window. Her little sister; Jade, walks in. She hides her face and her legs under her blanket not wanting her to see what she's become, pretending to be asleep, so she doesn't upset her. But while pretending, she fell asleep..

Waking up to her alarm for school, "bling bling" her phone goes over and over again, she grabs her phone turns it off and throws it at the end of her bed. As she brushes her hair wishing it will all go away, hoping she gets hit by a bus on the way to school.

Rushing out the door to catch her bus she sees Chloe Jem; aka one of the coolest girls in school, with her blonde curling hair, green sparkling eyes, box gap, no fat on her at all, smart, not a care in the world.

She flicks her hair as getting on the bus and jumps at the back of the bus. Sadly I arrived alive Sarah thought. she sits near the front, hoping no one sits next to her, while she puts her bag down next to her. She puts her headphones in and turns it up pretty loud and looks out the window watching the world fly by, thinking is life like this for everyone? Will I be happy again one day? You know the usual questions you think she'll be asking.

As Sarah gets pushed off the bus by everyone desperate to see all their friends and boyfriends/ girlfriends, she tries her hardest not to punch them all in the face.

While walking to class, Sarah see's something from the corner of her eye. It's a boy. A new boy she thinks, but he was gorgeous .. With his dark smooth hair, beautiful smile, lip piercing, he picked up his bag and swings it onto his left shoulder. 'I've ever seen anything so beautiful' she thought, as she daydreamed.. Feeling like a girl again, she releases he wouldn't go for her, he'd go for someone like Chloe Jem or taylah Benjti or even one of the perfect barbie doll twins Jessica and Lucy Dewin. Sarah wishes she was like them, but the truth is she's not like them. She's the girl that sits by her self at lunch and who doesn't talk to people unless she really has too.

While feeling sorry for her self she gets her lazy ass to literacy, with Mr.Hrove. Sarah was sitting at the back minding her own business when Nat and her stupid boyfriend Nick came near her and called her an emo whore, but of course by now Sarah's over it she's had enough.

She gets up off her chair, not being able to control her self she speaks quietly actually, and says

"What did you say Nat, I didn't hear you?"

Nat replies with

"I call you an emo whore!"

Everyone laughs thinking its funny so Sarah decided to give them something to laugh at. Sarah grabbed Nat's perfect hair and holds it pretty tight and throws a punch and smashed Nat in the face.

While everyone has there mouths open, Nat's screams for help!

"Get me away from that crazy bitch!"

 Sarah realizes that Mr.Hrove was at the door, and so was the new kid!!! Omg! Why.. Must he have to be in this classroom. Sarah slowly sits down.. While Mr.Hrove yells at her in front of the class, she fells good, she was holding that in for what fells like for ever!

the new kid gives her such a perfect smile.. he laughs quietly.