Forever With Him|OneShot Story

Forever With Him

Tuesday night 11:00pm is when it happened. It's when I found out the truth and when I found out I couldn't be without him.

I don't really know when it all started honestly. It sorta just, happened, you know? I can't really explain it because it seemed to happen so fast but I can try.

I've know him since childhood, and yet, why now? Why not sooner rather then later? I believe everything happens for a reason in life. So there better be a pretty good god damn reason for all of this to be happening to him. Why can't it be me, not him?

We were 12 when we met, and we've been together ever since. I never realized how much I loved him until that night. We were in love, we had dreams to live together and start a family.

We used to sit on the couch at his place every Saturday night and cuddle up and watch a movie together with the blankets over us and a big bowl of popcorn. After every movie we would look at each other and say "I love you".

Sunday nights was when we would stay home and he'd try and cook for me since he was taking classes, gosh he always looked so cute in his apron.

Mondays were always fun. We would always go to see our friends and spend the whole day with them. He always looked so happy being with all of us. We were all more then friends it was more like family to me and him.

Tuesdays were his day to choose what we did. He always picked something cute like mini golf or just spending the day cuddling in bed. He always did stuff for me on those days whether it was doing anything to make me smile or laugh, or something to make me realize even more what I already knew. I loved him more then anything in this world and he was going to be mine always.

Everyday of the week was something different and something better then the last. Every moment with him was like a dream come true, then my dream turned into a nightmare when he was diagnosed with cancer.

I thought something was wrong with him for the longest time, but he refused to go to the hospital. He would always say "I'm fine" or "There's nothing to worry about". By the time I got him to finally go to a hospital, it was to late.

Tuesday. 11:00pm. January 9th. He laid in his hospital bed pale and drained. It broke my heart to see him this way, all I could do was cry, until he finally said something waking up from his deep sleep.

I still remember it perfectly. He woke up opening one eye at a time. He whispered because that was all he could do, he said "E-Eren I'm so sorry for not going to the hospital sooner, now I'm going to leave you", With everything in me I tried my hardest not to cry I didn't want him to see me this way.

I responded "Don't be sorry Levi, its not your fault we didn't know. I love you please never forget that." I said holding back the tears.

Levi smiled back "I love you too, I'll always be with you, please dont forget about me"

That fact that he thought I could forget him made me cry I couldn't hold back anymore. The tears started falling down my face until Levi with what little strength he had removed his oxygen mask pulled me in and kissed me. I wanted it to last forever, I wanted to always remember the touch of his lips on mine, I wanted to be able to get married and have a family but I couldn't. I had to let him go as much as it hurt. I felt his lips slowly start to give up as his lips left mine and the heart line went flat.

I screamed and cried thinking, why is god so cruel, why would he take away the love of my life, why did I have to lose the most important person in my life.

For the next week after that I did nothing but drink, and drink, and drink. I saw Levi every night in my dreams and I always woke up in tears, until one night after I had been drinking for hours I went to sleep and had a dream, I saw Levi he was reaching his hand out to me asking me to join him so we could be together forever.

Of course I took his hand and as I did he smiled and said to me "Don't be scared were together now, I love you", and I smiled with tears running down my face and said "I'm glad,I love you too".
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It had been a weeks since anyone had seen Eren until someone decided to call the police. The police went to investigate Eren's apartment. He was proclaimed dead from alcohol poisoning once they found him on his bed surrounded by bottle of liquor
with a note in his hand that read "We can finally get married now."

THE END