My mind feels like a tornado in a trailer park so much on my mind having this pain I get when I think of you and also thinking of all the fun times together but its just that one person that one person will try everything for us not to be with each other I don't think I can handle it the struggle just to be with you but that one person is making it difficult for me to hold on I'v already cause so much stress to you and others I am sorry I caused so much stress... Not hearing from you kills me I just do not think i can handle this maybe it's because I'm too weak I don't know I need to know if still want to go through this?...