Suicidal Romance VAMPIRE AU!

Lost Sanity

Yamaguchi-san, Daichi-san, and I are bullied everyday. We became friends because we felt the same. They never knew how does it feels like to be bullied. They never care for us. The whole school hated us for no reason. We are trying to make up our mistakes but in the end, they will hurt us. They laugh at us and take videos and pictures while we are getting bullied. I hate this world. My parents died when I was born so I am raised in an orphanage. I moved out and rented a place.

"Hahaha! Look at how miserable he is!" they laugh together when the bully punched my face hard. I didn't react from that because my body is used to pain. My eyes looks so emotionless while I stared at them. I have no emotions after all.

"How dare you stare at us like that?!"another bully kicked my stomach. I spit lots of blood.

Dismissal

Falling, I am falling

I am listening to one of my favorite songs, Tendrils of Tenebrae.

This despair is taking over me
I can't breathe oh I can hear voices, inside my head.

It's a English song sung by the English Vocaloid, Oliver. I can say I like his songs even others think he is weird. I also like another songs like MeMeMe Daoko Girl. Her song can relate in my life I guess but Tendrils of Tenebrae is the song really related in my life. I like Vocaloid Songs and some other English songs.

These voices, they just won't leave my head

Yeah voices in my head keep on telling me

Ugly
Gay
Nerd
Bastard
Dumbass
No good
Dame

Don't worry, we'll help you through they said

No one helps me

Can I really go on with this madness inside?

I am full of madness.

I'm stuck with my inner monster's pride

I am just a monster. No one needs me anyway. I ran from the school to go to somewhere. Somewhere I can be happy. Somewhere I can be free like a crow.

Enveloped in total darkness
I can't even breathe help me

I am still listening my silly music with my headphones. I dropped my bag in the middle of nowhere. I don't care for that.

MY LOST SANITY IS OUT OF MY REACH

My sanity is out of my reach. I am beginning to release my madness. I reached the place I want to go, Suicide Forest. I went inside.

WHERE'S THE FUTURE? THERE'S NO FUTURE I HAVE NOWHERE TO GO

This is the only place. There is no future, idiots. I never cried in the entire of my life.

SOMEWHERE DEEP INSIDE THIS BLACK HEART OF MINE

I reached my destination. Cliff. I can jump here and I should place my head first so my brain will pop like a balloon.
I checked the distance and this cliff is too high. Suicide Forest is the forest filled with many scary things and many people came here for suicide.

I AM CALLING I AM SCREAMING

I walked towards the end of the cliff.

FROM THE SALVATION OF-

I jumped. I can finally go to somewhere away from this cruel world. This world is cruel yet beautiful. Sayonara-