My Love For Her (StudxFem)

Part 69: No More Fight

*The Next Day*

"Inmate? Lets go! An officer opened up my cell

I woke up, wiping out the crust from my eyes. It was early...too early to be doing anything. Taking too long for the officer, he stepped in and pulled me out into the hallway.

"What's going on"

"Please. No questions" he walked me down the hall and into a room. He placed me on the wall, giving me a regular shirt and pair of jeans.

"Strip down into these now" he yelled

"I don't get any privacy?

"Do you wanna leave or not? Hurry up"

I looked down. Taking off my jumpsuit and revealing my naked body underneath. I had my underwear privileges taken away because I was being disrespectful and complicated I guess. But the officer looked me up and down, biting his tongue.

"I love my job" he laughed staring at me still

I felt used and disgusting, I hate this place. Prison really isn't like Orange is the New Black...this is the real deal. I feel so stupid for thinking it wasn't going to that bad but I only been here for less than a week and I feel like dying already. I don't wish prison for anyone...not even the people I hate...no one deserves to live this way.

"How old are you? He looked up at me

"9"

He laughs. "I still would bend that ass over" he whispered

I wanted to respond...but I couldn't. I just can't fuck up me getting out. He came closer, seeing me begin to pull down my shirt. He lifted his hands cupping my breast in his palms. I looked up at him. Not having anymore fight left in me and just cried in his face. That's all I could do, not speak nor move...just cry. He backed away, seeing my face.

"I'm sorry...I should've never--"

I looked away.

"You can continue getting dressed"

I slide down my shirt once more and pulled up my pants.

"Ma'am? He asked for my attention

"Yes officer" I said looking the other way.

"Why didn't you move or stop me"

"Did I have much of a choice officer...did I really?

"I'm sorry"

"I'm sorry too, because I don't accept it. I'm still a human...a woman. And all you people do is treat us like we're nothing. I guess I am nothing. I'm broken down to my soul. They toke everything from me...my own child. My house...my friend...my rights...its all gone now. I just want to get out, so if I have to kiss ass to get my freedom I will...I don't have any fight left in my body sir. Just do what you want so I can leave and never see your face ever again"

The room was silent.

"I'm sorry about everything that happened to you. You are a bueatiful and strong woman to still be here. And let's just get you out" He got up

I never looked him in the face again. But he pushed me down the hall and into a waiting room. My mom was at the gate smiling to see me. I ran up to her, squeezing her so tightly and kissing her cheeks.

"Let's go" she lead me to the car.

We both got in and man, it feels like I just been granted the biggest wish I ever had in my life.