Let Me Love You ♡ Jastin ♡ {Hiatus}

∞You Were Lying To Me∞

It's been a week since it all went down I'm not going to lie it hasn't been the best and I'm not going to lie when I say that I miss Emily I've known her since we were babies not taking to her seems so weird

I can't believe she lied to me I trusted her. We told each other everything and she betrayed all of that for some guy.

This morning I could barely get out of bed I wanted to stay in but chose against it because if always have to make up the work the next day and I hate that.

I put on something simple and barely did anything with my hair all in all I didn't try. I don't really feel like talking to anyone right now I just need some time for myself.

I walked down to the kitchen to see if my mom was ready to leave.

"Aren't you going to eat honey" she said to me

"Not really hungry this morning" I said to her not at all interested

"That's a first are you feeling okay" she looked at me with concern written in here year

"Yeah just tired I didn't sleep well last night" I told her hoping to go and get this day over with

"Okay then we'll after school I'll make you something that will make you feel better alright" she said to me

"Yeah thanks that would be great" I told her

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I walked into homeroom and immediately walked to the back of the room

I was so out of it today. I feel so betrayed it's not a good feeling.

Ms. Jones started speaking and I just tuned her out. Can you blame me? I wish I could go back to sleep that's what I really needed right now

Just as I thought it couldn't get any worse in walks Jason and Emily laughing together I hadn't even noticed they weren't in the room before

Soon all eyes were on them as the rest of the class "ooo's" like what are they children I scoffed

Emily looked at me her smile dropped as she walked over and sat next to Jason. I didn't want to look at them the feeling in my stomach was back I hate it.

Ms. Jones continued on with what she was saying she caught my attention when she started to talk about the school dance this Friday. I completely forgot about it and now it's too late to back out I had bought my ticket since they first started talking about it since Sophie wanted to go but now I have no use for it.

Why would I wanna go to a fun event when I want nothing to do with fun for the moment.

"So Justin are you gonna go to the dance?" Sam turned to me

"No I don't think so I mean I was but I'm just not in the mood anymore" I told her

"C'mon have some fun it will distract you from all that stupid shit between you and Emily she doesn't matter let's go" she looked at me with hopeful eyes

I part of me wanted to go but I don't know there was this little feeling in my heat telling me that something could go wrong

"Please Justin don't let me go by myself I promise to be there with you at all times" she pleaded with with hands clasped together giving me the puppy dog eyes

"Ugh fine but if something seems wrong at the slightest I'm calling my mom to pick me up right away got it" I told her dead serious

"Deal" she smiled at me triumphantly

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I was at lunch sitting with Sam like I have been ever since I stopped taking to said person I was picking at my food thinking away about anything when I felt someone sit in front of me. I looked up. What now?