Are You Okay?(Brallon)

This is Gospel

Tyler's P. O. V.
I wonder what it's like to almost die. Do you really see the "light"? Or do you just drift away into a dark abyss of your own murderous thoughts, and into a new world? My mom just told me that my friend Dallon is in the hospital because he got beat up.

I don't think that I would be able to kill myself, only to cut because of the voices in my head. The voices telling me to do bad things. His name is blurryface and he cares what I think. My other friend Josh called me last night after he heard that Dallon was in the hospital. I didn't have the guts to tell my best friend that I needed him to come and stop me from hurting myself. I can't do that, I can't because it'll make him sad and it'll be all my fault.
                         TIME SKIP
Josh's P. O. V.
"Hey Tyler, do you want to go down to the hospital to visit Dallon?" I asked over the phone to my best friend. "Sure." He says. "Ok bye, I'll pick you up at your house." I say hanging up.

As I pull up into Tyler's drive way I see him waiting on the steps of his front porch. "Hey, ready to go Tyjo?" I ask. "Yes... JDun." He says trying to find a nickname for me but failing. As he gets into my old car he says, "Hey Josh, can you play some music?" He asks. "Sorry, somebody stole my car radio." The whole ride to the hospital we just sat in silence. "This is going to be sick as frick." I say to Tyler. He replies by nervously laughing.

Dallon's P. O. V.
With Brendon still sleeping in my arms I try not to move around a lot because, 1) He lost a whole bunch of blood. 2) He's so cold. And 3) He's looks cute. "DALOOON" I hear somebody yell. Then it dawns on me that it was Josh, one of my friends and he brought my other friend Tyler. Brendon stirs and then suddenly pops his eyes open.

"S-sorry, I'll l-leave now." Brendon stutters when he realized where he was. "Um Dallon, is there something you're not telling us?" Tyler says. "No, Tyler." I say slightly irritated because they woke Brendon up and he was still so cold. "Hi, I'm Josh Dun and this is my friend Tyler Joseph. I'm sure you've met Dallon" Josh says turning his attention to Brendon and winking.

"H-hi, I'm B-brendon Urie." he stutters once again. "I know that Dallon got beat up, but why are you here?" Josh asks. "Josh don't-" I say when Brendon cuts in, "I tried to kill myself." he says. I hear Tyler gasp from across the room."Visiting hours are over now." a nurse says ushering Tyler and Josh out of the room. "Mr. Urie, can we talk to you alone?" his doctor says.

Brendon's P. O. V.
"Can Dallon stay?" I ask. I really don't want to be alone. "Sure." Dr. Walker says. "Okay, talk." I say wanting to get it over with. "Brendon you tried to kill yourself, we have to put you in the Psychiatric ward for one-three months for you to undergo extensive mental treatment." he says. I want to go home. "No thanks" I mumble ripping the IV out of my arm and sprinting down the hall and up the stairs to the roof. After I think I outran the doctors and nurses chasing after me, I sit on the ledge of the roof outlooking the Vegas Lights.

I think it's time to end it once and for all. As l stand up about to throw myself off the ledge, I feel a pair of arms wrap around me. "Don't you dare jump Brendon." I hear Dallon say. I turn myself to him and he has tears in his eyes. "I'm sorry." I say before I fall into his arms. "I promised the doctors that I would take care of you so you wouldn't have to stay in a mental hospial. Promise me you'll get better Brendon, promise me." Dallon says sobbing.

We probably sat up there for over an hour in each others embrace because my the time we  went back down it was dark out. "Hey Dallon, I'll try as hard as I can to get better. To get better for you." I say. He looks into my eyes and says,"I'll make you better Brendon." He says before cupping my face in his large hands and kissing me. It doesn't take me long to start kissing him back. He suddenly pulls away. "Sorry." He mumbles. "Don't be." I say kissing him again. "Hey Brendon, I think I love you a lot." Dallon says. "I love you too." I say.

"Hey Brendon can you sing?" Dallon asks. "No." I say. "Can you sing for me anyways?" he asks. "Okay Dallon." I say

This is gospel, for the fallen ones.
Locked away in permanent slumber.
Assembling their philosophies,
from pieces of broken memories.
Oh, this is the beat of my heart, this is the beat of my heart.
Oh, this is the beat of my heart this is the beat of my heart.
The gnashing teeth and criminal tongues conspire against the odds,
But they haven't seen the best of yet
If you love me let me go
If you love me let me go
'Cause these words are knives that often leave scars
The fear of falling apart
And truth be told I never was yours
The fear, the fear of falling apart
Oh, this is the beat of my heart this is the beat of my heart
Oh, this is the beat of my heart this is the beat of my heart
This is gospel for the vagabonds,
Ne'er-do-wells, insufferable bastards
Confessing their apostasies
Led away by perfect impostors
Oh, this is the beat of my heart this is the beat of my heart
Oh, this is the beat of my heart this is the beat of my heart
Don't try to sleep through the end of the world
Bury me alive
'Cause I won't give up without a fight
If you love me let me go
If you love me let me go
'Cause these words are knives and often leave scars
The fear of falling apart
And truth be told I never was yours
The fear, the fear of falling apart
Oh, the fear of falling apart
Oh, the fear, the fear of falling apart
"That was amazing Brendon" Dallon says in awe. "Goodnight Dallon." I say blushing. "Night" he replies.

I am done with yet another chapter. It took me a while to update but alas I have come. Word count: 1141.