The unexpected Relation

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It was Saturday night,about 10 at night ,just my phone rang,I picked up the phone ,
"Hello "
It was Pratik.Then he said,"What are you up to"
"Just thinking about tomorrow 's new class"
"Ummm.....I was really sad to hear that we have been separated to different class ,How can I stay in that class without you!!"
"You need to adjust somehow I might not be with you all the time"
"But I don't think I can "
"Try it atleast"
"I need to say you something "
"sure"
"I wanna be in relation with you"
I was paused for a second then I replied inplaying mood , "Always yes"
"Seriously "
"You think I'm fooling around?"

We were in relation,but it was just a game.We both were playing each other.I never took it seriously.We both were just good friends.We shared our secrets and had trust on each other.We used to talk about many things.We were in hostel so we couldn't go out of the compound without permission.We had to share a room.We could choose anyone we want to share with.He said he wanted to share the room with me but I had a childhood friend so I shared the room with her.Her name was Nista Pradhan,we used to have good times together in the room.We had a big room with two beds, we joined the two beds so that we could sleep together.We used to share every thing that has happened.We knew each other since we were in school we had been together in the same class for 12 years.we used to have many fights in between but we used to solve it before anyone else knew.We used to have lots of fun together. She was suffering fro Asthama but she never told me.
               One day,I was having shower,she was studying in the  room,I heard her scream,she said she was feeling difficult in breathing.She took artificial oxygen through spay.I took her to the nurse room,there the nurse said that she was serious so she was taken to the hospital.I too went to the hospital.After some time her parents too arrived,I was sitting in the chair ,they both came towards me and her mother said,"Nista had Asthama since her childhood,she didn't want anybody to know about it"I really felt
bad when I heard that.After some time the doctor came out of the emergency room with a sad face.The he came towards us and said,"We're really sorry, we couldn't save her ."Her mother started screaming and crying.I also couldn't stop crying.I was sent back to the hostel.I was now alone in the room,when I close my eyes I used to see her,I could hear her say "I'm really sorry Sanaya for not telling you about the disease,"I used to think about her all day and night.The next we had holiday for 2 days so I planned to clean the room.While cleaning I found a letter in the cupboard,

   I am really sorry Sanaya I never wanted to tell anybody about my disease.I suffered from Asthama since I was 3.When i recently had checkup the doctor told me that I may die anytime ,when I heard that I cried whole day and night.I wanted to share these words with someone ,I couldn't tell my mom because I didn't want her to know that I may die every now and then.My studies went bad because I couldn't concentrate on my studies.I wanted to tell you but i am really sorry I never want anybody that I might die anytime.
  You've been my best friend all time.I remember all the good moments we had together .I knew you would find this letter one day.I really sorry for what ever I have done wrong to you.I would like to say you think hundred times to do a thing don't regret in the things you've already done.Always stay happy,
      Take care Sanaya

                                                                           -Nista

Reading this my eyes filled with tears.I couldn't stop myself from crying.I cited the whole night that day.
        Then Pratik came to my room,he said he wanted to share my room.As I was alone I agreed .That night,
"Sanaya,stop thinking about her now I know you cannot but you need to try ,you cannot stay like this always"
I kept quiet .I could not talk a word.It is really difficult to forget her.
After a week Pratik invited me for a dinner .He came to my room,I was getting dressed,then we went to the restraunt  nearby.We hadn't  to go there hiding because we were not allowed to get out of the compound.
We reached the restraunt ,it was beautifully decorated.i forgot Nista for sometime .We ordered our food then after staying for sometime we were heading back to the college,suddenly Pratik catches my hand and said,"Sanaya,I started having a serious feeling for you "Then I replied,
"I don't think my feelings towards you are serious "
             We reached the college ,we went from the front gate as we thought everybody has slept ,we reached our room just the the director Agam shahi came to us and the asked"Where were you guys"
We both kept quiet and then he again said"two of you will be separated,Pratik you will go to other room tomorrow,Is  that hat fine.?his voice seem to be little louder than before.The next day Pratik went to the other room and I was alone again.