I'm an awful human being

I'm a whiny little brat

All the time I get told I'm a whiny brat.

but my family don't understand why I don't like it well it might be the truth but it god damn hurts my mum wouldn't like it if I said what I think of her how she never sticks up for me never hep me unless it's in front of other people like school but if my siblings and step mum is around its no you are being a whiny little brat shut up, I'm sorry i can't I can't control my emotions I can't control any of it, I want to feel happy but for some reason I'm not, I just can't.God I sound whiny here geez I'm an idoit and so stupid.