I woke with a sudden start. shit ,it was late ,I havnt slept properly in ages. I stepped out of bed itching my dark purple hair and walked over to the sofa where my girlfriend slept. I felt slightly bad for starting that fight with her the night before. I liiked at her sound asleep form.
Utter perfection. Her beautiful brunett hair draping over the pillow. The picture I was true undeserving of. How could I be so horrible to get mad over her mentioning the fact that I indeed to have an alcohol problem. He'll I'm the reason she's in a wheelchair ,she blames vriska ,but if I hadnt been there to provoke him ,vriska would have never hurt my little tavvy.
I can't continue being the chill clown anymore because I'm not chill,how could she love me anymore. When we met I was just like the chick that sat around getting high and drinking faygo with weird clown makup. I'm all different now. I'm violent.
Even karkat hates me these days, she used to be my best friend ,now what ?
I layer down next to the brunette beauty and wrapped my pale arms around her and drifted to sleep .
The last time we would ever have to fall asleep.
