save me // phan

heart-eyes howell // chapter 2

(the picture is irrelevant to the story but look how hawt)
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dans pov

one of the other nurses, i think her name is nancy, brought in a plate of food but i decided not to eat it. i just looked at it funny, what's the point of eating if we are all gonna die anyways, what's the point of anything? do we get a prize at the end? and what about crazy/insane people, where do they go?

i was ripped away from my thoughts when phil walked into my room. he looked upset and i wanted to fine out why. so i grabbed the nearest paper and wrote ''are you alright?" and i handed it to him. he read it and said "yeah heh.. it's just you're one of the only nice people here cause everyone else is rude and im on my break so i thought i could come in here.." he said while swinging his arms back and forth.

"you should eat." he said while grabbing the burger and water from the table and handing it to me. i just smiled and wrote "im not hungry" "okay.. well do you want to do anything?" he said while sitting on the bed. "let's play 20 questions except instead of telling you the questions I'll just write them." "okay" he said in a cheery voice and smiling wide. i couldn't help but smile at that too, he was way too adorable for his own good. "I'll go first" i scribbled on the paper.

i thought about what to ask him and decided on "why did you decide to become a nurse?" he read it and just stared a little bit. "well, um, my mother was in one of these places for alot of her life. and i just wanted to be one of the people in the future to help people like her." i gave him a genuine smile and gave him a hug. i know what it's like to be in one of these places and ive seen the expressions of people leaving their loved ones here.

he seemed taken back from the hug but eventually hugged back. "hey dan how are yo-" i heard someone say which i later saw was zoe. "i knew you had eyes for him howell" she said smirking and leaning on the door frame. "heart-eyes howell" she said while clapping and grinning like a manic. i just grabbed the nearest pillow and hid my face in it to hide the blush that was forming on my face.

"dan its your visitation day, do you want me to schedule it with your mum.. or not? considering what happened last time." she had a sincere expression on her face while walked forward she rested her hand on my leg. i grabbed the paper nearest me and wrote "no" i showed it to her and she hummed in response. "that's what i thought you would say." i put my hand on hers and smiled. "you know how much i care about you, right?" she said while smiling.

i grabbed the paper and wrote "of course♡" she gave me a quick hug and i looked over and phil who just looks confused and was playing with his fingernails. "well, hun it's time for me to-" she stopped mid sentence when she looked at the time. "oh my gosh i completely lost track of time! im supposed to meet alfie after work, apparently he was something really important to tell me" she said frantically and grinning. i just wiggled my eyebrows and did the '👌🏽👈🏽' with my hands. "DANIEL" she said while laughing and gently hitting my hands.

"well i have to get going babe, nice to see you phil" she said with a small wave. after she left phil looked at me and widened his eyes. "here i thought you were innocent." he said while laughing. i grabbed the paper and wrote " *husky voice* there's alot you don't know about me" when he saw that his smile faded but very slightly. "how am i supposed to think about what your husky voice sounds like if I've never heard your voice. "imaginatioonnn *spongebob rainbow*" he just giggled and looked back down.

i got worried again so i waved my hand in his face and mouthed "what's wrong" he gave me a small smile and said "nothing important love." (quick a/n i didn't meant like love love but how people call eachother love ok bye) he said while starting to smile more. i gave him another concerned look but started to smile again.

"i have to go check on the other people here." he said sounding slightly disappointed. i frowned but tried to keep a straight face. (nothing u do is straight wyd danyul) "I'll see you tomorrow, plus we have to finish our game." he said while smirking and walking out. damn he's hot.

i looked at the time 9:28 pm , dang we have been talking for a long time. i decided to sleep earlier so I could eat with some of the other people who were morning people, not saying that im a morning person.

i fell asleep thinking about the boy who made it seem like being here wouldn't be the worst thing ever.

(OK HIII ALSO TELL ME IF THESE CHAPTERS ARE TOO LONG OR SOMETHING OK BYE LUVSSSSBDKDNF)