The love that lasted a year ..

Alex ,the one that got away (chap.1)

Penny's pov :
        (2 years ago )
"UGHHHH yet another year of school ,I wonder if anything good will happen today ?" I thought to myself ,while doubting the positive outcomes, that school is or can turn out to be "fun" . I wake up and get my clothes ready for school ,we can wear whatever ,so I decided to pick out plain pink T-shirt with lightly washed /faded jeans ,with my black boots I had . So today I'm going to 6th grade ,I'm meeting new people ,and reuniting with old friends ..Somehow to me that  seemed to be a worried filled jumble of emotions that can go into seeing old friends or creating new ones, let me explain : if u get reunited with ur friends from last year ,based on the year before they can probley assume that u haven't changed and are not different which can cause them to not wanna talk to u ever again ..However ,if u create new friends then u might keep them away from ur old friends ..you'll thank me later ,trust me ..but besides that ..I've always had that one group of friends that never judge and accepted me for everything I stood for ( #bestfriendgoals ) . Their names were : Danny ,Mira ,cara, and Makinzey . What can I say ? they were great friends!! When we first met up at school ,we went to our hallway and met up there .We asked each other about how our summer went ,and obviously everyone had an amazing summer ,well unless u don't count me in .  I didn't go out at all ,and that's how I knew it was summer . When u stay at home everyday ,watch Netflix and eat as much as u can and never go out ..BOOM ! That's what I call summer !! But besides ,when we entered cafeteria of hell ( aka :the school cafeteria ) I bumped  into - well actually he skipped me while I was in the line to get my lunch . " Uh imma squeeze in here a lil ? Ok !..Yep ! . Thxs !" He said  ." uhh no problem ?" I replied with a slight confusion and a awkward look on my face  .." I'm Alex " he said to me , " I'm Penny "  I told him as he shook his head ..I don't know what it is about him but ..he is ..he's different ?! ..I can't say why ,bc I can't figure it out, but just talking to him feels like a relief ,and I have a good feeling about him . When I was out of the line ,after Alex left to his class table , I went to sit by my friend Danny ,the other girls had different classes so they had different seats . Me and Danny talked and catched up on the summer and she mentioned a new boyfriend ,Aron . When lunch was over  ,we go to our related arts class ,I had choir for A day ,but due to it Being B day ,I have art ..lucky enough for me ,Alex was in that class . Me and Alex sat across the table with some of my other students :Mina ,saicilas, cara and Andrew . Me and Alex became good friends ,but over time I started to have feeling s for alex,also know as having a crush . One day I heard that he liked one of my friends ,from the squad , mackinze. "That's why he always talks about her all the time !" I realized , in my head . Me and mackinze are best friends . Me and Alex started to show that we both had a kind of a relationship ,but we weren't dating . He always tried to impress me ,and I was the only one he talked to at the table, in that class ,so I thought he had feelings for me but I wonder while he was always talking bout her ..