Chapter one
I threw my notebook across my room, knocking my lamp over. I sat with my back against the wall and I slid down till I was sitting down on my butt. I pulled my knees to my chest and wrapped my arms around my knee and put my face to my knees and began to cry. After a hour or two of sitting there, my phone vibrated. I pulled it out of my jean's pocket and I answered. "Hello...?" I said with a raspy voice. The person on the other line said "Hey," they took a deep breath,"I think your cute..." "How is this!" I yelled,"How did you get my number!?!" The person answered me "One of your friends gave it to me." "Like I said I think your cute I've had a crush on you since the 5th grade..." I hung up then I got up and went to the bathroom. I look at my self in the mirror. "I'm worthless..." I mumbled. I walked back to my room and opened my dresser's drawer, I graded the razor blade I had in there. I walked into the bathroom again. I turned on the tub and let it fill, I turned the knob to off. I held the blade to my wrist and I slit my arm over a scar. I watched my blood to gush out of my skin into the water. I slit my skin over and over again. I stopped after I started to feel dizzy, I let the water out. I cleaned the blade off and put back in the drawer.
