Before I begin I would like to send a special Thank You to Colorful-Me for my lovely book cover I truly appreciate it !!!
2½ years earlier
Flashback
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Ms.Jones in about five or ten minutes it's going to be time to push; Dr.Higgs said checking between my legs
"I am not pushing Dr.Higgs no sir I refuse to I'm not doing it no ma'am no ham no turkey NO SIR I AIN'T PUSHING ...I said with my arms folded across my chest yes I was in pain and hell yeah I was scared to be pushing another human out my kooty kat"
Lesha I want my momma she suppose to be here with me through it all...I whined
"Oh my gosh Pecan if you don't push when its time something serious can happen to the baby you can't keep that baby inside of you so you better push Lesha said typing away on her phone"
I didn't know the gender of the baby I wanted it to be a surprise , Lesha was the only one in here with me my water had broken while I was at work I called Lesh to meet me at the hospital she more likely beat me here I got her to call my mother and sister to only hear that they couldn't make it , I felt hurt and betrayed to be honest, but I'm not the type to hold grudges because I understand that work called them in
No I'm not going to push so leave me alooonn....I was cut off by Lesha phone ringing I know she read that sign that says "NO CELL PHONES IN DELIVERY ROOM"
"Hello hey momma Sheena no it's not time yet it will be in about five or ten minutes but she told us that she will not be pushing she's being stubborn as F-hell I can't deal with her stubbornness mom"Lesha complained into the phone
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"Here mom want to talk to you" she said handing me the phone I grabbed it and hung up and handed her back her phone I'm in pain fuck talking I thought as I felt another contraction
Shit I mumbled closing my eyes balling up my fist
Ms.Jones you know if you don't push when it's time we will have to do a emergency caesarean section since labor begun and you being real complicated now if you don't push you can cause real damage to yourself and the baby and I know you don't won't that to happen Ms.Jones, I know you is in terrible pain but you don't won't to cau----
Dr.Higgs was cut off by the door being bust open I looked over my shoulder to see my father's brother and mother , Uncles Jason and MommaJ
MommaJ w-what are you doing here I asked halfway stuttering
"Tonesha I'Unique Jones what's the problem why no baby here yet you better right damnit now get the pushing you just like that damn father of yours stubborn as heck Dr.Higgs hey how you I'm Janice, but she ready to push and she's gonna push too because if she don't I'm going to personal beat her narrow black ass she think she in pain now she haven't felt pain yet" MommaJ said grabbing a paper towel wiping sweat off my forehead
And to say I don't fear nobody walking this earth but my father's mother is another story I was a little afraid of MommaJ she is my maker I see where my father got his craziness from because when grandma talk she's calm too calm and when she's calm somebody's in trouble
"Dr.Higgs I'll be ready to push when its time" I said with tears rolling down my face wiping them away quickly as I felt somebody grab my hand I looked up to see it was Lesha and my uncle standing by the door getting ready to record
