Sasuke's POV.
It was long years ago...since that loss. A loss that transformed me into another person. It was terrible for me, it affected me a lot and I was destroyed. I've never felt so vulnerable and helpless in my whole life than that event. My world came down, everything was falling apart and if I hadn't Naruto by my side I would've been dead by now.
It all started when I was 16 years old and Itachi was 20. We were inseparable, he was always there for me, he was taking care of me in every sense of the word. My aniki was my first love Itachi nii-san ....he was gorgeous. Yeah, he was very handsome. Itachi had dark, long hair, so soft and very good to touch, he had eyes that made me lose myself in them- every time I took a look at him. Itachi had amazing body and his skin...oh, it was so smooth and soft - Sasuke touches his neck. And his kisses, his lips...they were so sweet and tender.
He was my first. Itachi was so careful and kind to me, his arms embraced me, his lips were on my neck and after every kiss he whispered some naughty things in my ear which were driving me crazy. I was trembling and at the same time I was very happy and excited. I was with my beloved brother. He was on top of me, obsessing me softly, I felt his member deep inside of me. Our lips were melting each other, my arms were embracing him tight - I didn't want this to end. Itachi's member was touching a very sensitive spot of mine, I was in extasy.
''Come inside me! Hurry!''-I was moaning loudly.
We came together, we reached Heaven together. It was so magical and intimate. That was a moment I had always dream of! I loved to cuddle in Itachi, he was the place where I always felt in save. He gave me sweet kisses, he glazed me softly and I was his happy little brother.
''I love you, otoutou!-Itachi whispered in my ear. My heart was melting and I kissed his chest.
''I love you, too nii-san!''-I smiled at him. Itachi rolled on top of me and he pulled me into a deep, sensual kiss.
I keep this precious memory of him deep in my heart. I remember his warm hugs and his support for me.
But one day, the happiness which I thought for endless had a bitter end. We went to a party and got drunk, after that we made love in the car....That was our last precious moment. On our way home we've been in a car accident.
I opened my eyes, I was alone in my room. I was worried for nii-san and my heart began to beat fast. My left leg was broken, my head was in bandages and I think my skull was cracked. I was crazy back then because I went to my brother's room and I couldn't walk. My condition was horrible but I needed to know how my brother was.
When I entered his room I was shocked! His right arm and leg were both broken, they were in cast. Itachi's face had many scars...My heart was in sorrow, I began to cry. I wanted so much to go to that fucking party....if we weren't drunk, this wouldn't happen and therefore Itachi wouldn't be in this state.
''What are you doing here? You are not supposed to be outside of your room!''- my doctor saw me sitting near to my brother's bed.
''What's his condition? He is not gonna die, isn't he?-I asked worried and I sensed my face was in tears. I was a little embarrassed.
The doctor said:
''Don't worry! Soon he'll be fine but now you must return to your room''- he grabbed my hand.
''Now let's take you out of here!''- I didn't want to leave and I tried my best not let him take me there.
''Doctor, please! I want to stay with him, I'm his little brother! Give me some time!''- I pleaded desperately.
He took a look at me. By the expression of his face I knew he wouldn't allow me to stay, but...
''Ok, you can see him! But you only for 5 minutes, not more"-he left the room.
