Revenge, the final cut

Chapter 2

So where would you start your path to revenge..

I knew I had to think calmy now.
I was ready and I didnt want to blow it.
Because I had gone through this before, wanting to end it, wanting to fight back. Somehow it always ended worse than I had started.

I never thought this day would actually come, I never thought I would ever reach 1000 cuts.But I did. I hurt myself to remind myself.
I didnt feel sorry for them for what was yet to come.

But mainly because I didnt know what was yet to come.
I was going to take this seriously, everything was going to be perfect.
I would rather my revenge take years than just have fun for one day.
I knew I had the fire, I just didnt know how to light the fuel. I knew once I started I wouldn't be able to stop.


They would lose everything just like I have, I would target the things they love the most.
I would take it from them.
Not like a thief in the night. I dont care if they know its me, I want them to know its me. To fear me and to regret everything they did against me.
I but not till the end.
I dont want them to see it coming
Like i do.

So again, where do i start.

I made a little plan for myself,

number one, who do I want to punish:

Emma
Jenny
Hannah
Anna
Evi

I had to stop myself from writing any more names, but those were definetly the ones who deserved it.
I was prepaired to remind myself to keep calm but i was. I could stop when ever i wanted to . I could go on tomorrow or the day after and get a goodnights sleep.

But i wasnt tired and i wasnt over exaturating.
One question keeped popping up in my mind

Should i involve someone else.. A friend.. maybe someone who was mistreated by them like i was..

No to dangerous, that was where I had to keep my calm, not to get carried away. You can do this, I would say. You are good enough, even if they say other wise. Prove them wrong. You can change and you will take everything from them.

So what do they hold dearest..

No wait, I decided to make a file for each and every one of them. That would be a lot clearer.

And right now you as reader might think, well this is a little extreme. Maybe you want to over think it.
No i dont, i have over thought it a 1000 times.
 I am ready.

And now I know that the only thing I need is myself and no one else.
I could do this I would not back down.
Not anymore.

AN: hey guys i promise the next chapter will be a little les cryptic