Goodbye kitty, Selfish blinded me.

My life is about have a collection of Hello kitty.

The only time I made was for Hello kitty and her only. My whole room is filled with hello kitty stuff , a lot of it. Here is the  hello kitty list;  clothes , wallpaper, shirts, pencil cases ,pens,  posters, bags, shoes, bed cover, laptop, shoes, rubber ,  hair accessories  , coloring book, chair , ruler.

 U get what I mean by a lot .I didn't list everything because there is to much to start with. 

My way of escape is by hello kitty. Every time I purchase more the void seems smaller inside. I can't really say I would just eliminate hello kitty  out of my life ,cause I won't. I do have friends but they aren't making life worth it for me.

I purchased hello kitty things since I was 14. filling a void of mine so I keep on and on.

entering a shop I fell to all the verity of different things.

I felt   like .. I was being   .. pulled .. like a magnet. I came towards this unique hello kitty. u may ask but why would u chose this specific doll?

 well she doesn't have a normal appearance like any other hello kitty I have ever seen. she wears a violet dress, icy blue eyes and a bone instead of   a bow. she also wears a wide smirk on her face believe it or not she has no nose attached to her.

the doll just started to mutter things not even I can understand what she is ranting on about.

'..why..is love ..foul why ..is it fake'

"uh ..hi hello kitty  if I may ask what are u ranting on about for?"

'crazy  bitch u may not call me Hello kitty'

then..."

' call me Stitched jewel'

"ok I guess.."

'crazy u know u owe me '

"well.. then how come ..?

 'shut up let me rant '

"........."

'listen to me and don't fucking ask questions do u understand!'

look I'm a person with  a caring heart, loveable, kind  but when u fuck with me its your death. this 'jewel' annoys me more than any darn person will.

Did she ever think what she's going to do if I died. All she wants is hate ,control , pain towards other.

'little jewel' is plotting things. I just want to throw her mean ass out or even burn her or better let her die and become a quiet doll with no voice.  

I took a lot of her words that felt like blades towards my skin from that shit "stitched' I couldn't take it no more so I threw her out. now she is goodbye kitty to me.

[morning , news being broad cased ]

'hi I am Cecile for sun morning news. we have been notified with a little bit of information .A young child has been found dead today , the reason of death is still unclear. I hope the horrible person sits soon behind bars. Cecile for sun morning news out .

really .. unnerving to hear about a poor child dead , what horrid person would do such a thing .. ? I wonder where that goodbye kitty is , it makes me tense. the magnetic feeling is gone so she might be somewhere else..

I know she's the one planning things.. maybe it was she who killed a child! If I told the police they would laugh and think a screw in my head is lose but ..there are not screws loose.

Only way finding more about this 'little bitch' is by finding the roots of this all.

[what do u all think .. I'm sure writing is not really my thing.]