WRATH

Words came rushing
Like swords that sting
It runs deep and cuts me open
There I saw the unbearable pain

Mighty you are standing
Feisty and ever gets demanding
Do you ever wonder?
You're a devil I compare

Rain pours and so my feelings
It was more than a poison that stings
It was more than pain cuts from deep within.
It was more you see I'm bleedi'n

I saw you like my nightmare
That brings terrible fear
I wished I couldn't hear
Voices that leaves me bare

I never wished to abhor you
Never intend to care too
I hope you can see through
Those cold, blank stares meant for you

I knew your kind
You are blind
Words can't find
You're worst for a kind

This might be some vented spleen
But if you were of keen
This were just an aftermath
Hope you can feel my wrath

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But frankly speaking I could've just write down Taylor Swift's Mean song.. x-(

I'm really hurt. It was more than my frightful days being bullied at school during my Primary days. It was more than those mocking stares I got from those who belittle me literally. Those Who-the-hell-are-you look I got after winning a poetry writing contest. The Is-she-even-capable-of-being-one? look as well when I got my first job. I thought I was able to take it all in... the pain, the hurt from the humiliation... but I guess I'm just all but human. I can't get away from the unbearable pain of being hurt and all that.

I wish I could tell them. I wish I was strong enough..  and tough.. but who am I fooling? I'm just a weak, nobody whose afraid of everything...

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Also...
This Lyrics really speaks for me. Kodus to Little Mix for this song Little Me

"Little Me"

She lives in the shadow of a lonely girl
Voice so quiet you don't hear a word,
Always talking but she can't be heard,

You can see there if you catch her eye,
I know she's brave but it's trapped inside,
Scared to talk but she don't know why,

Wish I knew back then
What I know now.
Wish I could somehow
Go back in time and maybe listen to my own advice.

I'd tell her to speak up, tell her to shout out,
Talk a bit louder, be a bit prouder,
Tell her she's beautiful, wonderful,
Everything she doesn't see,
You gotta speak up, you gotta shout out,
And know that right here, right now,
You can be beautiful, wonderful,
Anything you wanna be,
Little me

Yeah, you got a lot of time to act your age,
You can't write a book from a single page,
Hands on the clock only turn one way,
(Yeah)

Run too fast and you'll risk it all,
Can't be afraid to take a fall,
Felt so big but she looks so small,